A letter from Mar 17th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, today is Thursday March 17, 2022. 2pm, (3pm at home) in Angelton, TX. listening to nikes by frank ocean. my 18th birthday was yesterday, so far i don't feel much different than i did 2 days ago, other than the nose piercing. but anyways life right now is good, i feel emotionally balanced, not stressed as much because i've learned to master nonchalance lol. in some ways that can be bed for me but overall good nonetheless. Now i want to know future me, how's life going for us? what did we end up wearing to prom? was it fun? did we get a date? probably not huh lol. did that thing with J work out? if not, how long did that last? because honestly i feel like he's a pretty laid back, nice guy right now. i hope it turns out well and he's someone that i get to know more. N? i know we're only platonically loving him now but did you ever see him in person? if so, how was that? awkward? fun? hopefully not too awkward. do we have a driver's licence? hopefully by now we can at least drive by now. how do we look now? did we dye out hair that ginger that i so badly wanted? what about the other ear piercings? tattoos? please say we have at least one tattoo now. hmmm what else...college? i know i'm completely lost on that right now so how did that turn out? which one did we pick? do we still live at home...? where do we work now? hopefully somewhere fun or somewhere that we at least enjoy. but anyways future me, i do really pray that but the next time i read this letter i am where i need to be in life and doing things that make me happy in this big, complicated world. i hope that one year from now, i'm still me and haven't traded my personality in for a phony, please God don't let that happen. Love present me, <3