Dear FutureMe,
Hi this is your 17 year old self. How are you doingg. I honestly dont know what to write... okay since this is march 2022, it is exactly 1 year and 5 months ago that i wrote this email.
Oh wow. By the time you get this, you will already have finished your 'As' exam and halfway through 'A2'....thats crazy. I hope you are...happy. like, truly and genuinely happy, like you always wanted to be. Hope you finally got to accept yourself and love yourself for who you truely are, i hope your mental health is at such a place where you feel peace, only peace and pressure of perfection. Haha i wonder if you managed to achieve the "glow up" that you've wished for since you were 14 xD.
Thinking of that...so you will turn 19 huh? I wonder how that feels. Did you get your braces off?? How does it look? Does it feel as good as i suppose it feels? Can you finally smile fully without feeling embarrassed? Did you manage to come out of your introverted shy self and make new friends? Gosh im dying to know the answers i wish i could meet you. Did you get that iphone13 that you so badly wanted? OH SHOOT YOUR 'AS' RESULTS ARE ALSO OUT!! DID YOU MANAGE TO GET STRAIGHT A GRADESS?? Did you....manage to get a boyfriend maybe??- AAAA WHAT AM I THINKING. This anticipation will probably **** me🥲
Okay jokes apart...i hope you no longer cry yourself to sleep. I hope you have fulfilled the goal of losing weight and finally started a healthy life, both mentally and physically.
I love you. Im proud of you. Even if you are not where you wanted to be, just know that your 17 year old self is so proud of you. Thank you for not giving up. Better days are coming💕
Epilogue
15 days later
Well hello to my 17 year old self. I wish I didn't have to disappoint you like it I'm going to rn, but I have to. You had too much...
Me a otn taisopcneetx ofrm aehndcg olt wayyns!a. Yse lyfnail and acn we gto cabers huoittw sey ilsme fof nfgeeil erdsbaeasmr we rou own.
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Wsen htta the tub is erhwe dnse oogd. Etim oru we rsaged sae,mx not nda ef,yeidnrbwo wlgo eht etg nreifsd dd'int nd'dti we a at aevh did rae uoy tdi'nd het get teletr hanfdul etg aesm reotw we in did u,p np,ehio ew ttshriga etg nya ttha our tills our ew vdieotertnr.
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Wkno new leif 'hwtsa eulcpo ew?n ist' tluoook sith vddrceieos aog a utb no ouy tath i htomns. Uoy eth btu pu mnohts onwrggi a ealnmt thta eebn ash dah eveblie 71 em owh i cush lnyo humc tteelr oyu it ohsrt trwoe nices meit dtnlu'ow time in. Teh yse os kool i aireflol,pp,,enssepteeliodhsnfiir tlisl eth vei' viwe hmc!u uiostde tub mya the sdinie esam einoirnoctg aegdhnc no yaw i ahs nehgcda in hte odbyen. How 'uoy' on th,is exsti eorlgn ertwo. Rae niaetmcidetlirow,ogr,nhnlklsry,fnteaodinoei adn dadeeh we won egln,lientti oolc orem. .
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Not kmea no aphpy eth ot tmso to yan irmeacl i asw epnded nltare ionratmpt ihtgn em. Me stdrtae oadnru lmlsa i dfiginn in aenshppis tsghni. Ltsli i ti tdo'n npspaehsi but eclors veyaredy to leik, i'm to ni"u"neeg gte fseel whta know grownik. Aer wermevldhoe ruth i cbseeau treeh spe,le i'm mi' ts'i ehnw ot but lslti ryc and dasy lnyo caueesb lmeysf ton. 💕su on hroets i hutr tle roleng.
Is htis yrasc a orldw ehsyt,nol. Eht niwhti eb ucyrtno 12 dna fo msohnt uot sh ,ohnstm 'lli 6 aarinugdgt iithwn mveo. Is si as dan lare rmoe igetgnt gsais,np omre tmei ieetrvghyn. Esrdca m'i. Wludo etl verne i me? stpo tub ttha. Ighh 'mi cnagleehl my ekta hiwt ryaed tfiss eahd verey nostgr ot adn. Me pphay mthson haev eno oa!nle heav ew raceet dan vesreol,us eb uagtth to panihesps teseh tnigh the owh to ruo nelra s,i.
Mchu nddiemer tknha twirnig em me oyu who lufebiuat adn ofr mcuh of ihst vciaee,h taht so otg ti em, erfeob ehaad tosm ysrca hsere't guly rnbowia dan ete💕tlr v'ei tusj to ywaals msrot het a so. Me nt'ai oyu ,be ethrei arf where atht yam too btu entwad nto be ot i. Us od ti rof il'l. .
Trtbee diedne asyd nocig🤝m🏻 are.
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