A letter from Mar 12th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi this is your 17 year old self. How are you doingg. I honestly dont know what to write... okay since this is march 2022, it is exactly 1 year and 5 months ago that i wrote this email. Oh wow. By the time you get this, you will already have finished your 'As' exam and halfway through 'A2'....thats crazy. I hope you are...happy. like, truly and genuinely happy, like you always wanted to be. Hope you finally got to accept yourself and love yourself for who you truely are, i hope your mental health is at such a place where you feel peace, only peace and pressure of perfection. Haha i wonder if you managed to achieve the "glow up" that you've wished for since you were 14 xD. Thinking of that...so you will turn 19 huh? I wonder how that feels. Did you get your braces off?? How does it look? Does it feel as good as i suppose it feels? Can you finally smile fully without feeling embarrassed? Did you manage to come out of your introverted shy self and make new friends? Gosh im dying to know the answers i wish i could meet you. Did you get that iphone13 that you so badly wanted? OH SHOOT YOUR 'AS' RESULTS ARE ALSO OUT!! DID YOU MANAGE TO GET STRAIGHT A GRADESS?? Did you....manage to get a boyfriend maybe??- AAAA WHAT AM I THINKING. This anticipation will probably **** me🥲 Okay jokes apart...i hope you no longer cry yourself to sleep. I hope you have fulfilled the goal of losing weight and finally started a healthy life, both mentally and physically. I love you. Im proud of you. Even if you are not where you wanted to be, just know that your 17 year old self is so proud of you. Thank you for not giving up. Better days are coming💕

Epilogue

15 days later

Well hello to my 17 year old self. I wish I didn't have to disappoint you like it I'm going to rn, but I have to. You had too much...

Ton aiotetcexnsp nw!yasay lot me dhgncae a mfro. Glnifee ogt we liynfla sey won eys miesl fof dna ruo can we itwthuo becsar dsemsarabre.
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Ttah ewsn hte good ewehr si desn ubt. Ttelre ew eniettrovrd i'ntdd get ew ighsartt etg etg itlsl rea owlg oru adn oru oru ew teh we evah emas tiem yuo 'tdind ihepo,n dirfb,enwyeo idd we am,exs rfsdnie sdager flhuadn yan tge not tdd'in a u,p hatt owtre ta ddi ni eht.
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I aog lepcou ieddervsoc s'ti siht but on flie uoy wne a w?ne thsaw' hotmns tath know uotloko. Htrso imet het i a pu hcus mnleta ttah imet it had oignwgr 71 me d'twnoul mohstn uoy utb ecnsi how ni vbeeeli lyno bene has werto cmuh uyo lrette. Ywa tbu hsa adchegn cum!h i i oeditus the dhgnace yma on ire,eitelsianospe,,ffedohlslnpipr in eht denisi olok ionretiocgn teh yes so 'vie nydbeo same tllsi wiev teh. Gneorl oretw stxie o'uy' h,sti woh on. Rome hdeaed aer ,tlliegntnei onw fod,nkeiitltimdnegoarocenho,wrny,ienlastlir nda ew loco. .
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I nterla nthgi to otn ot me was aemk tosm apphy on eht yna ddnepe iaercml anrmtotip. Sipspenah aslml uondra adestrt ngdfnii i sthgni ni me. Ti rgoniwk utb feels don't i vdyreaye anhpisspe lei,k kwon to crosel nnui"ege" litsl egt twah ot im'. But ltlsi reteh sbeaecu to and 'tis oehdlvrmewe ysfmel ear ylon yrc bsucaee ton ,eplse 'mi rhut sdya hnew i 'mi. U💕s elgrno on urht i eshotr lte.
Cysar rldwo stih hnsly,teo a is. Hs ll'i eovm tuo adn ohnst,m be hte 21 uycotnr iwnith of nwtiih tohnsm idanuggtar 6. As si ,iaspsgn rale more gtgnite time is mreo iyvegernth dan. Erdsac mi'. Ttha wdlou vnree opts e?m tle i tub. Issft to eyrda hdae im' rtgons ym ehacnglle rveye ihhg wiht take and. Eb ruo hmsnto igtnh het phpya uhgtat ot ot woh eon ipssenahp adn me voslrue,se eranl el!nao have tearec ew evha ,si etseh.
Eobref it so em humc ulyg nad of ,em me cmuh rfo iev,ache dehaa gto nad eth so tujs aflubteui a 'vei how hsti iobarnw teserh' srayc omsrt nigwrit yuo dierdnme to atnkh taht tsmo lter💕te laywsa. Eb i that afr you hritee 'aint but eb, natwed to yam ton me eewhr oto. Fro do lil' us ti. .
Gimn🏻co🤝 erbtte dsay ddenie era.

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