A letter from Mar 12th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi this is your 17 year old self. How are you doingg. I honestly dont know what to write... okay since this is march 2022, it is exactly 1 year and 5 months ago that i wrote this email. Oh wow. By the time you get this, you will already have finished your 'As' exam and halfway through 'A2'....thats crazy. I hope you are...happy. like, truly and genuinely happy, like you always wanted to be. Hope you finally got to accept yourself and love yourself for who you truely are, i hope your mental health is at such a place where you feel peace, only peace and pressure of perfection. Haha i wonder if you managed to achieve the "glow up" that you've wished for since you were 14 xD. Thinking of that...so you will turn 19 huh? I wonder how that feels. Did you get your braces off?? How does it look? Does it feel as good as i suppose it feels? Can you finally smile fully without feeling embarrassed? Did you manage to come out of your introverted shy self and make new friends? Gosh im dying to know the answers i wish i could meet you. Did you get that iphone13 that you so badly wanted? OH SHOOT YOUR 'AS' RESULTS ARE ALSO OUT!! DID YOU MANAGE TO GET STRAIGHT A GRADESS?? Did you....manage to get a boyfriend maybe??- AAAA WHAT AM I THINKING. This anticipation will probably **** me🥲 Okay jokes apart...i hope you no longer cry yourself to sleep. I hope you have fulfilled the goal of losing weight and finally started a healthy life, both mentally and physically. I love you. Im proud of you. Even if you are not where you wanted to be, just know that your 17 year old self is so proud of you. Thank you for not giving up. Better days are coming💕

Epilogue

15 days later

Well hello to my 17 year old self. I wish I didn't have to disappoint you like it I'm going to rn, but I have to. You had too much...

A ncgedah em otn tlo etxancpsteio ormf wayna!ys. Ruo we esy elsmi off bceras eaesmbsrrda dan tgo esy leigfen lylafni acn twouhti ew onw.
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Btu godo si dsen ttah the erhew wnse. Daflnhu yan sillt trhgitas ferboe,wdyni oyu we did lettre ew torvedrtnei we etg egt ton ni ,saemx e,npiho ditnd' dna wlgo are t'ddni emsa ttha ew did etg ,up tiem at have ewort dd'tin our we uro the a rou eth gte grsead rseidfn.
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A enw oelpcu on ha'tsw i sthi iefl it's tshnom ouy wen? atth uotookl btu cdedrisveo wnok oag. Ieleveb tmei nothms noyl hmuc such imet me ash rtowe tbu a hatt ni neics rtohs hwo etetrl 'dolnutw pu 17 ahd been teh ouy owriggn ouy i nlamet it. Ayw hcdegan chum! the on meas ievw ev'i odsteui oenybd sha yam ni isltl i i hte os het riftih,elep,dnsaisseip,oeolplenrf ookl isnedi oognticienr tub edcgnah sey hte. Hsit, tewro who on lgorne istex y'o'u. Era adn ew mroe dheead oocl igit,ltnnlee onw rwd,iyltimogo,cnlitiaeneanskoohdrfriel,netn. .
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Make to otnamript ot entarl eeddpn asw em nhitg raeimlc hypap hte on omts not yna i. Aorndu ratsetd em lmlsa in sitghn i snpiehasp difning. Pshasinep but teg istll to 'todn rikwgon erlcso lek,i sfele vadeyery to hatw 'im "enuig"en owkn i ti. Cbeusae i mlfyse ycr nhew mi' spee,l 'sti esbaecu 'im to not ylno tub dyas era and verhlmoeewd hrtu tlsli reeht. Hosetr uhrt lte on i olegrn us💕.
Srcay tish owdlr a is el,stnyho. Hs teh tmsonh rtuadgaign 6 tuo eb il'l eovm mho,tsn fo ntiwih nad ihntiw 12 ourcnty. And mero meit sa irgveythen tenitgg is s,gasnip moer si elra. 'mi scread. Wuldo ernev sopt taht btu me? i let. My dhae anlceghel eakt high deyra ithw verey m'i ognstr ot and ssfti. Oru tmnohs atuhtg we ohw the be to heav i,s nhtgi eno to etaerc psshpneai nel!ao eehts lnrae em and vhea lrsv,eesuo yppah.
Teflauubi dehaa atht hav,ceie nda dan mrsto a me mhuc rfo het ot ygul ouy os utsj lteter💕 evi' me, nribwoa chum woh edidermn wnitgri tshi em wasayl it esher't os otms of nhtak got cyasr obrefe. Eb oto b,e wtnead tub nit'a i to aym ttha not me hteire far oyu hewer. It ill' od for us. .
Ednedi tberet aer 🤝mgcn🏻oi syad.

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