A letter from Feb 16th, 2022

Peaceful right?

How are u na self? are u still mentally unstable? do u still want to kys? i hope no na. Did axelle left? Kamusta kayo? sana ayos lang, masaya kasi ako ngayon sakanya and ayoko matapos yung paguusap namin. If natapos na yung paguusap nyo, bakit? like what was the reason para magstop kayo magusap? is about me? him? his ex? his girl friends? i really want to know. May bago naba? hshshs sana wala na, i promised myself na if ever na di to magwork, i will stop loving others muna, i will focus on myself, but i hope na magwork kami ni axelle. How about si lolo? kamusta na sya? ayos na ba sya? may ginawa ba ulit sya satin? sana di mangyari yung sinabi nya noon na papatayin nya tayong lahat, sana mawala na sya. May nabuntis ba? nabuntis ba si ysay? HAHSHAHAHA sana wag naman, mapapalayas yon if ever na mabuntis sya. How about school? mataas naba grade? g11 kana pala noh, sana kayanin mo. Kaya mo ba yung stem? nakapasok kaba sa stem? sana oo. Sana kayanin mo yung stem beh, ayaw mo pamo sa math. How about covid? meron paba? kamusta yung f2f? natuloy naba? hejshsh kamusta na yung buhay? sana ayos na yung life natin nyan. How about yung cats ko? buhay paba? pinapakain mo parin? dont stop feeding them haaa, magagalit sila HAHSHAHAH. Buhay ka paba sa time nayan? if oo then Congratulations, if no, then thank u for staying kahit onting time lang. Kamusta yung sakit natin? inom kana gamot pls, para grumaduate na tayo sa gamutan natin. Lumala ba? sana hindi. Anyways, it was nice talking to u my future self <3, sana makaya mo pa sa susunod na taon, babalik ako dito soon to make sulat ulit abt our future self so wag ka mawawala haaaa. I hope magstay kapa for the next next next next year hskshshsh, magkikita pa kayo ni axelle so hang on okayyy??? kain ka lagi, inom ka gamot, wag mo pabayaan mental health mo, ilysm pls take care. See u soon our future Dra. <333.

Epilogue

about 9 hours later

Hii im u from the future and im gonna answer your message. So yes im still mentally unstable and actually nahospital ako nung june 2 bc of overdose and im...

Htta istll lenhagi mfor. I nligse sk,m eys tsill alauytcl ryeev day atwn ot. Niman na id ianmn daaimm yas gann yas alsmiu, gnnagi kmai as no, ktnamuni hhee rseobmlp tbu ngutearsal saoayna sa knfltahlyu gsauapup gtsasppo. Heeh now yas saik ikma rof sye ybus soya nwe nga nr eyra tub. Asyo gysna yniga imte yna iaagn,w eorp nnmaa ngun gwgnaani aakyaiwgnaikp is ikle erpo an msa ap tmei and say tsla waal lloo alalam aky ang di oall to gnnya. Asan and an hpnoig an sye yas istll mi amalwa. No yysa dinhi is ap sbbinuatun. Aahay😭h😭haahanhha isnpai ko na suumbbitan batki ba. Aooyk ays oepr id ubsnuatbin nninga ap lang akis pls aggmib on pa. Atoub sa gesdar. . . Btika no ytoa actstka bc lanihad id oknapsaaakk and yun liag gangnarkkomnai aok haha piacn. Ok na rep acl htma nanam yaaultcl gnyu ugyn aayk vfa nguy gonany tes,m liek. Ako sa aauninptppa iantn diinh oka aosy id ni auybh ihasptert kias mema aadhhjh uyng nkaankatpau id na iscne ok. Psat ktbai togam agngniig idn honsmt i inr id koa an ynu enorsa di oak oayk ewf aiks hntki etehs nmiioum. Otdi sail mag hhhhaaa tcas sye namkiu aanmn gial arap nntai yako ppaunutmu ,nyonag. Lgai papikianan pyaaaapban ok eys sali dw ilas ok id. Ap t'hats na kadglnipiaa ,xea yabhu adn as atpi im bc idhla nusiisgrrp lilt aok e,ys o,ak ,ney ksnia liek ?hgi?t?r mag ap uhbay s,yya alis ok ayd tflhanku tsih maf. Gmota sa atrgaued sesug an h?atw oyat. Na !ther!a gmato tyoa ng id as imoni. Eslf ym u it to cein gnatkli spat swa. Uitl tnxe ntani akayma erya naint so anykaa im pinhgo eary tish na. Loev u ak ees xtne yaer aatpktaga rda ok???ii i ,yuo. 3<3 ):).

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