how are you?

sissi, is your mental health okay? are you still in love? tell me about it, i want to know if you're motivated enough to work in college, wake up and feel alive, brush your teeth. is your physical health ok? does your back hurt still? you've been through a lot. make sure to take a break, i hope you do sometimes. i know i don't and i have to learn how to, hopefully you've achieved to be less self critical and more accepting of yourself. keep loving alvaro, please, he deserves so much and currently i'm sure there's no going back to being single, there's no way you two will ever be just friends again, so make sure to use what you have in a good way and support him as much as you can. i recently noticed how heavy he feels and acts, he acts as if he were the big man of the house ever since his dad passed, but he's just a kid. love him, sissi, hold him close, make plans together. TOGETHER. you can't allow him to take responsibility for everything, i beg you. how's your relationship with mom and dad? vane? did you ever get to tell jaz the things you needed to say? how do you feel? is rodo okay? are the kids any closer to you? did you get your permit already? remember to take piero on a road trip some day, he needs that. he feels like the big man of the house as well, don't let your nephew feel that way, you're responsible for that kid. you missed mom, huh. i know, i understand. how is she? how's your separation anxiety going? did you ever figure out how to handle it? did you go to therapy? are you working on your fear of ***? i love you, sissi, please take care and never forget how much you deserve. i did, for too long, won't do it again. tell me everything, please. take care my love, have a good life without regrets. -sissi feb 12, 2022