A letter from Feb 7th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Happy Birthday to you future self. I was wondering if you make it into celebrating your birthday?. As I was writing this I am having a mental breakdown. Full of worries, i was wondering if my tomorrow will change? Will I be happy or continue to be hurt?. I am tired, so tired. Life is so unfair to me, why God saved me from that situation? Why did he woked me up? Why didn't he just let me drown in my own heartbeat? My eyes are now puffy fron crying since 3:00 in the afternoon. I need to do advance reading but I can't because I am not stable. I just want to die. Dear self, are you able to read this or did you already end your suffering?

Epilogue

20 days later

Hi, I am still struggling...

Hcum eosrw etg ti. O acbk eenv nigth tyrliea paepdns ot yefmsl tedri tgo nito i hedcok godo. Eorm rea meaecb rosyr wkae itghr won i uoy nhta i. Otdn' i saorsne am i ueno,sistq llsit i hte okwn kansig rrosy am maes lltis.

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