A letter from Jan 14th, 2022

BRO I WROTE SO MUCH BUT I ACCIDENTALLY REFRESHED THE PAGE IM PUNCHING THE AIR RN anyways long story short of what i wrote i dyed my hair it came out shit mum made fun of it and i relapsed. do we still smoke weed? because mum said if she saw me relapse she would take it away. Happy 16th btw im glad u made it this far have we had a glow up? also how is school going did we get that animal study or whatever course in the school? are victor and meldor okay because currently they’re not doing too well. i just started recently seeing debbie and the boys it actually feels weird as because it has been a year since ive said a word to them. how is your friend group? you all still together? omg omg omg how is ellah? are you guys still in touch!! u better be she saved our life in many ways possible. personal question how is everything like do u still do alot of drugs and drink? right now i do i know its not good but yk u gotta do what u gotta do to try and be happy even if it’s unhealthy i guess. do you have a boyfriend? if not thats good we dont have time for guys! if u do thats great i hope he treats u well because we dont really have good luck when it comes to guys haha. are you and byron friends again? only asking because he keeps texting me on all my socials saying he wants to chat but no not after him asking me for nudes 10 times within one day. i looked back at the belridge kids and camerons photos it actually kind of hurt like yes i was so depressed back then but fuck i miss them which is so dumb because they were terrible to me. im trying to loose weight ive only eaten 2 things today but there is no progress it makes me feel so shitty. how is victor and meldor? also what are u doing for your birthday? u better be getting the semi collon butterfly tattoo even if no one knows what it means it has a special meaning to me and hopefully you if not thats okay but i hope you do also goof luck with the tat i believe in you. how long have u been clean for with self harm? i really do hope your mental health has improved since ive wrote this if not im so sorry. has your idiotic dad messaged u? i swear if he has 😐. hows mike? hows austin and sheniah they still together? is she still pregnant? ong hows cobra i bet hes so big now! is olivia still annoying if she is makayla istg if you’re friends with her -.- are you and caity friends yet? we havent been friends in ages and im actually so happy about that. have u made any other friends because right now i dont have that many friends. hows covid going? right now we have to wear masks on public transportation and have maria and ethan been vaccinated yet? since we on the topic of ethan how is he and his girlfriend if they still together? well im actually not too sure what else to write and its 2:06am so im gonna head off happy birthday makayla may the best come to you good luck with ur future love, yourself <3