A letter from Jan 9th, 2022

hi, so uhm how r u? im currently sitting and thinking about what to write. no idea. do u still have friends? what about high school, did u get here? i don't wanna be mean, but no ig. but its okay, u still have this year <33. did u finally get ur own therapist? how r they? r they good? i believe yes. god, i wish i had one. but whatever. tomorrow im gonna see my classmates after one month. im really ******* scared about the whole next week. will i be good enough?? who knows. will i get good grades??? maybe. i hope so. but what about u? u turned 15 today. how does it feel? i remember i always wanted to be at least 15 as a child. huh... its not that amazing : //. i hope u stopped doing sh. and i hope u r not doing drugs. or do them its not my problem now. (please dont, its bad :/ ) ****, someone is coming. bye, and i love u no meather what<333 love, alex