A letter from Jan 5th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, hi, future jay. first of all, your 2020 letter for me was so cringy and hopefully, you won't cringe at this letter I am providing for you. I am so glad that you're doing well this year(2022). Haha just kidding, the start of your 2022 is pretty bad. Since that you're still alive right now, I hope that 2023 isn't so bad with you. Please be productive because you need it. I wonder if you're still with Erica? If yes, then I wish you two the best and if not, I wish you're doing well with yourself. Be a better person for me, will you? You're getting worse every year and mameh isn't so happy with that. Whatever you're doing at the moment, just remember that the same day from 2022, you're cheating on your math exam, quiz, and activity. Amazing right? I hope your relationship with the ones you love is fantastic because you deserve to be happy regardless of how egotistical and selfish you are. You're not the best person to ever exist but I know you're doing your best. Have you reached your goal? To improve your physical appearance? I hope so because it truly hurts when people gives negative comments towards your physical appearance which clearly doesn't help. I know you're happy reading this because you're always happy when everything's about you. I wish senior high isn't so difficult and I guess you're taking either HUMSS or STEM. Just do whatever it takes to achieve your dreams because it ain't easy to be in a situation you don't want to be in. You're gorgeous. You're already 16 omg.. and that year you'll be 17. Time flies so fast. Don't waste your time trying to fix what you can't. Just go with the flow and create an amazing memory with yourself because it is less exhausting when you're alone ;) My reminders for your stupid ***: -Don't expect anything from anyone not even from yourself because it is so bad when things ended up disappointingly sad. -Keep your miseries to yourself, don't share anything with anyone because you never do that. Don't be generous to others when it comes to your vulnerable feelings. -Don't let other people get in to your head. If right now(2022) and the other past years that you don't care about what other people say, then that should be the same with 2023. If you're doing all these reminders I have for you, then just know that your 2022 self is so proud of you :) I wonder if you're cringing so hard while reading these rn? I hope not because my ego can not. Have an amazing life with and I hope your every year goal which is to not cry is going on successfully well. Btw,= belated Happy New year! Farewell. -you from January 5, 2022