A letter from Dec 31st, 2021

Hello Doireann, How are you? i hope you're well, I'm struggling immensely right now, everyday is so painful, I hate waking up in the morning, because I know what'll happen everyday, every single day is a grey, boring repeat of the day beforehand. Are you still with Hannah? I hope so. We're going through a bit of a rough time right now, but its all my fault really. I'm too immature and damaged for a relationship, I always will be. It's so hard to keep up with her when I'm so depressed. I'm sorry, this letter will be ****** to be fair. This year has been so, so horrible, but it still hurts that its ending. I gained and lost so many people, and now I'm down to two friends. I'm alone at school constantly, and Chloe is only my friend because I'm dating her sister, something that mightn't be happening for long anyway. What colour is your hair? Mines pink and green. How many piercings do you have now? I recently got my eyebrow done! forgot to clean it today tho:0 I really, desperately hope you're doing better than I am now, even mam is starting to worry about me again.. You're doing your junior cert soon, you better have studied or I'll time travel and **** you!! Its getting very close to the new year, 41 minutes as I write this. wow. I hope this year coming is a great year, and I hope I have some sort of fun in the summer. I'm sending you lots of love:) yours sincerely, your past self,