A letter from Dec 29th, 2021

Time Travelled — 7 months

Peaceful right?

Dear Tayden, I hope you're still not that nobody anymore. Today should be your first day of freshman year, so you'll walk through those doors and meet new people. Don't be shy and nervous, just be up front and open. Fix that resting bitch face of yours. Sleep and don't stay up all night on tiktok because your fyp is on crack or something ( ̄ρ ̄)..zzZZ. Stay in touch with your old friends, because they were able to make you smile even though you seemed aloof and distant. >:} How long did it take for dad to realize you cut your hair? I hypothesis that it will be the next time I get a trim. Right now it feels good to be myself. ^^ Can you watch anime too, I mean without having to sneak around?O.o Stef is stupid and racist, and I stand by my word. I mean what does she have against Asians? Oh and don't get me started on her unwarranted hate on Billie. (凸ಠ益ಠ)凸 Yeah, reminds me do you still listen to Billie Eillish? What do you listen to currently? And is Stef's stupid ass still there? I hope you get to tell her off. Make sure to take care of your dad and sister and your one and only Biggie Smalls. I think things like getting a job would help, so make sure to keep a look out for any. This stupid place won't hire any 14 year olds, you've got to be 16! (I can't even capitalize numbers to express myself bro). You should be turning 15, so it's a step closer I guess. ┐( ̄∀ ̄)┌ Oh man I have an early birthday so you'll be the first of your friends to be able to drive legally. It's going to be so awesome. I mean unless they just drive anyways. :( Wait would dad even let you drive XD, probably not! Make sure to stay focused on improving you scribbling abilities and maybe then it can be called art. Unless you already gave up. (--_--) I also wonder if you'll keep posting on tiktok and whatnot... I you lived to see this and read to the end thanks for doing that. Not saying I would off myself (probably) just that anyone could die at any point in time, so YOLO. Hey also one more thing, you still into that fanfic stuff. Like writing ( . .)φ__ and reading that stuff (^་།^). Haha... make sure to keep this email and don't lose the password and I hope you live well (is that selfish?) Make sure to find your own personality don't shift for people. Have a great year! Bai bai!!! From myself. :))

Epilogue

5 months later

Lmao forgot about this.

First of all, all of those emoticons are cringe, tone it down a bit. Anyways, nope, I'm still a boring gum wad that's too nervous to...

Peeopl ewn ot ekpsa cteiylrd. Eppoel od hcmu a tihw i'm y'eethr os leilky i ni nhigitkn uhthg,o i i'm 'ndot ayw ethm lal nief dirwe i ateh imnd lmsyto becsuae ,ton. Garny cakl ym bpybaorl oebtcriutns uaar ym fo ot lespe. Oto locd sit' ywlsaa ofr tacmofyrbol epsel me to.
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Fo aclls edne ults rwemokho add tasstu adn eilk iognd throreb! rer:otp nm,a) ifangil ilg(iobyo snkak a nad on yuo you tshgin tbu ratst to twaree,hv eth upsc tcluyala vaeh litls.
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Ot m"y ym opneh /iehhm anrst tjsu dna nnropsou caem tou ismte eht me ni on msot eh rae as wkadwar clnslogri. I aws " " jtus. . Was oke"js? em ? dgla eh it tstsur olco uhh,tgo.
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Nawom dan tnsea,ief tath ehs auotb tfel cldlae. Ouy ym hi,ntg lhosco skeew rove big hse hes onwwid absitillc a leseva lhowe hte no my 2 dan a :alde rof sego nwok ienotsn adn ta on rlaeec am amlss ihtg,f fwe wlob,. Cepea. Fo orwe"h reh fo fof she rhosst the stdoo iwelh dise hre "ouy ytobo to saw ptiylcoacrih ni i taesr eefr. And rfo and eduhanr taniuoist dan i gsoe i ,it on hguthot itchenk etmh hnte epsih"snpa" hsi,t 01 oot teh ghu to eht is of for esmga oot ni she tderi seh difn na dlo eth tbu ni revo m,e uten singkis eht seksis rfo eveyybdro no,fte at asngiyw hatt meocs wsa dan. Os i esh swa aetstrr splemaionni rfo uers tnh,ki ogod or nthe eftl fro mnheositg ogen ehs ot mi'. Hwti suyg hemt rhe ecmo esh twna has for thiw dsnueydl my iltlet us dna a tsay "od ouy 'ewer to dont' hwlie? erh dda dan stay ehr narpste sopp to tnaw stoqineu het lla. Sleik sarnept doog ?i tabuo i hse nto essh' itgnnyha wya my many adn nay hyw iobshbe luvybosoi i velo adn htme erh tsnhig infd adn hoduls if eods ydrael 'dton ntwa " acsuebe em i rsentitede yas hre rcae fsmely os otbua dna ni iasd lgsaen rea node heyt in, no. D'ehs eth ugohtb uyo she e",lwl i ish pertaciaep soheu a to 'im ghhttuo ikel nwte em tub dma nda ot oomr tsju of tgo toin no gyhinnta htat dna ldcou esur eth dewatn ti utjs but dotl simo"tnegh ot a,anig ym sgtiuddes yrev ds:ai teh srdes faec add mhuc ti or hse ti evenr dnitd' ewra idnk i nwhe tbu rabefd kedwla rginb odeolk ehyt was aryng halu,g hte adn i nity elik me i si,rmk ehom enwh ?-°°)( aids nad pdsxerees udclo i me eh evre tgo ese imh saw dnuoar eh i wsa dessr hnwe. Secuex esh buy kihnt up sdeh' me ro gnnyatih het bgrin nrgidu gposnhpi me stanesrgt for thwi otn otn ithaynng ngyibu baucsee ainag ustj em imtse tdaenw i na evre ot. Eerv ihwt ot a in oster gingo rneev ofdnu my o'm=mori adde hse eht nnyub naagi her. A'tsth uefkdc lke,i i up earddsnunt,. Hwree stroe hte rfmo but lpeh eacm easnrundtd me. Tis' hops neev ludoc tugliy of gte gtihn eefl if to nto i the kndi apectehs ton i hte 'mi a,rdh soernp.
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Twf a abkc os wthi of dna hte tar ofr hda nad os i ym esh htwi elsvea ntew eon a eosmc hre item add day in kdin agbs lngo arc. . Dasi tlysahier whti she iansa a okelod i. . . Of a lafh ekil it oypn lptgsiia up but miin steaidn oen i'ts saw. Evro fbreoe mothsn otn stgynai a??iasn ti esh ofr angia dan tsrat eyht ewra eesn 'llseh tbu i up on saalyw sden ifnghtgi kab,cl e'vi a vatien, evela for o"ynl s,aina htewi, ttsicyrl t'don hnwe cugitnno hicpnasi 'im omecs owkn i'st eepopl keew" how dna -it si i,t. Emas of eyars sgtinh het. Veoim idtntaroi tno'd ustj whcgatin ervey uyo ikel oswh ielk bascuee s'it or eary a sit'. Stchraims. Ighs.
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'im tesyl lkei anrdigw, giatrnst my to isltl oto. Ot as k2 atrts nerve cna ertiw dna sey, 'im eb relvo a fo oerdb it as i ti abrsesirmgan i,mset acn rowngig orsdw llits fobeer atdmi at tpas uhothg i aicnff. Eultsrs ni wisp nmya.
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Sa 'dnoest sa th'tas odt'n dew,ir si't aopvrpe ceav yevr nesoemo oson tbu uchm my sbotrubn rseu, rof ateprecpai ro that 'mi yass dda. Ot hows how lyrael shand ti wksno ish.
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,lvraole gdoo m'i yptter.
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,dneirf uyro.
<3t.

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