A letter from Dec 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Ok, guys... (in a blog i wrote this fyi) I woke up, brushed, took a shower, like other normal days. Something was different, though. I didn't wake up with a sleepy head. I was sitting there imagining myself in French class, which was Period 1. Imagining myself in French class, right. Wearing my lovely blue dress. And my...welllll............nvm lol:)) hehe. Yah so, I got ready, without seeing the mirror lol, which totally backfired. (You'll get it later) Yeah and I put on my Red outdoor jacket. I rushed to school, really excited! Wheeeee! Yeah and I wait HOURS outside till I get in the school building and wait, yep, again. People really arrive late in my school. Well, atleast my friends. Well, it's a shame I HAVE to call them my friends. No, not at all a shame if it's my lovely Parisa, but Priya. Parisa arrived early, early than her usual. She looked pretty and cute in her sweater. I gave her a hug, she has such a beautiful heart, no? And soon afterwards, Victor arrived. Yeah, the one from my Français and my Maths. And, not-so-distant Triple Science, which I'm gonna get after the holidays. He looks cute n cool like always! Parisa was like, "There he is!" Yeah cuz she knows that I've got a crush on him. I mean crush like- wanna be friends. If I ever wanna be friends with a boy, idk why but I call it a crush. Bcz I'm such a lonely person! I've got only 2 friends in my year- Priya and Parisa. None of the two are smart. Only the boys are smart. Smart girls are hard to find, lol. But even then I don't have the confidence to start a convo, lol. So I prefer just to observe. And the backfiring thing u ask? Well as outdoor jacket wasn't allowed, I was this lil girl in a lose blue dress, walking in embarrassment, everywhere, ugh! I was feeling so less confident. Miss Lavoile aka my French teacher, aka the Head of Year asked me if I was Okay! Oh noooo! God, I'm such an embarrassment. Anyways Victor lol. It was so awkward me and him were kinda late to French, and me and him made a weird eye-contact. I was like noo nooo nooo, my bra-strap is showing. The dress is too revealing. Don't look! For the first time I wanted him not to look at me. But then again, I did want him to kinda look at me, lol. I was glad that I showed my act of kindness, and lend Parisa a pen so that I got a bit late to French with Victor! Ambi was like "Why are you late, Mr." She could've said "Mr and Mrs" lol nooo I'm jkkk I don't wanna marry him, lol. Yeah this was like the morning. I had P.E next. Yeass Our group won. Parisa was sooo bloody happy for me! Aweee even if her group didn't win! Not to mention, I gave her a Christmas Candy as well. I gave Priya her Christmas Candy at break, when she gave me one in return. But she was searching for this Miss Prior the whole time, so it ate up all our break time. Nice pun, right? (If you get what I mean) We had C.S next, in which we had this wonderful out-of-topic Kahoot of World Flags and Logos, I totally sucked at. Lol, I was the last position! if it were really of topic, I'd swear I'd have gotten the 1st position! Cuz like I did get the first place in the previous Kahoot. Can't believe Alex got 2nd, he's always first! I'm smarter than him for sure. And in Imedia I got 2nd place, which was like only a matter of my slow speed. This wonderful guy, Alex (People joke that he's got Asian Position which basically means, he's one of the smart Asians I think?) told me that the answer is X-box, to an obvious X-box logo. Yay, and I very confidently selected X-ray! Yayyy well done, Arya!😀 *Clap, clap!👏* Yeah and I got loads of Candies (which means my bloody brother Ansh got) for full attendance, merits, Cs and Imedia. Ansh already ate 4! Like god his tummy is a big fat balloon! Not!!! Uglier than that. Like a huge inflated one! Yeahh we totally had so much of funn!! I was LOST in LOADS of LOVE for my school. As I walked home from school, I saw a few of the girls from my year were in MY park. They went in that park cuz it's the nearest to the school. But like woah what a coincidence, imagine if I had gone to that park and be like "I want a swing excuse me- Oh is that- well no you can take it, I gotta go!" Yeah so cuz the school's over, day's over. Be glad it was only a half-day. I dumped you enough, didn't I? Until later, Byeeeeeee💖