A letter from Dec 17th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I got my letter this year from last year. You are still struggling with your relationship. I know I advised myself to take divorce if things are still not working out, dear me its not that easy, I have tried leaving him but its just not that easy maybe in future it will be easy for me to leave him and let him destroy himself but at that moment its not. It is because you love him regardless of all the bad stuff he has done to you and himself. You still love him and ending things with the person you love is not that easy. Its not that easy to think about yourself and let him destroy his life. Yes, you caught him again and again..... its heartbreaking eventually things may become better or eventually leaving him become easy for you. So dont rush, try to enjoy yourself whenever you get the opportunity. Bear with dark and dull days. Keep on fighting with kindness. Gives lots of love to kids. They need it they really need it. Atleast try to be a good mother. You have matured so much in these 5 years. You have learned to let go of things. You have ****** a of yourself inside of you. I pray that you will learn to stop loving the wrong person. I pray that you will find someone who revive the ever smiling person inside of you. I will pray that you will learn to smile again and laugh again. Never ever forget the blessing around you. You have just one wrong person in your life, he may matter the most but you got lots lots lots of blessing , so appreciate those blessing humble yourself. Some advice for you. Dont leave your Job Love the kids, kiss them love them teach them. Appreciate the blessing around you. Focus on being a Good Person. ( good mean try to help other whenever you can.) You need Love...... Love YOURSELF! Try to look your age please start working out your getting out of shape. 😂😭 See you in a Year you little ball of depression Hope to see your smile this time not tears 😊🥰