A letter from Dec 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I posted something on facebook asking people if I should be content with my measly 50k a year salary. I was driving home from getting gas, when I thought to myself, I am so entitled. When I stopped by mcdonalds and one of the workers handed me my drink, they make probably less than $15 and here I am complaining that I make 50k. Anyways, I am concerned that Derek is out every night and going drinking and doing things he should not be drinking. The thought of him at a bar and playing darts with women makes me so angry. I know that is just a fancy my brain is cooking up. I have damaged. I cannot trust anyone and it makes me sad. Not since Andy did I fully trust a partner. I dont remember ever being jealous with Andy. Maybe one time when he was working on a project with another girl in his class. But I dont think i was obsessive about it like I am now. I am happy where I work now, though I am currently a temp. They said they have every intention on hiring me. But I am looking for other positions. I might even change careers. I am tired of not getting anywhere in my field. There's always something barring me from getting ahead. I dont know what I will be doing, but I am hopeful. Crazy I say I am hopeful when the economy and the country is going down in a quick spiral. Everythng is getting more expensve and taxes are just going up more and more. Not sure if we can go on a vacation... an affordable one.

Epilogue

7 days later

Well, You will be happy to know God blessed us with gifts in the tail end of 2022!

Yes. You left Derek, he was being abusive and was not treating...

Rtihg you. Are won renloipsaith a in oyu wne. Uyo ogd rof adepyr to hiventreyg. . . Sha thsi uyg. Eh ielk feels to it swa edam sedne to ,rroed uoyr ,nets. Fti bo,j si ot uyo is godo dan ahs ilvgon yimlaf rnoie,ted a eh a doog. Vseol eh ouy. Niigvl httergoe tneyrurlc in ew are ciosniwsn. Si yerthnigev goign gate!r.
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Sa uryo arcree sa gsoe rfa. Ustj ibneg itwh up tpem efd yuo jstu a otg. Odokle oyu ojbs rof derffeitn. Abtou edveeric jbo ffeors frou. Wchhi ot autcliver ouy your very and are orwk ledaxer bsosse nidf a sndauiegrntdn omhe tenh omfr etg eyvr psionoti ni oyu adn. Ldo htan oyu gte retbet ont are ,kowvrreoed obj ouy dan badecoesrnli yoru padi. Been ot eth hitgr ojb oyu inneglits dna eh dle gdo sah. Njeyo meoyn hiagvn dna sha on sih ot dog uoy tanhk nad iesd fdoo are arcseg na lefi aivngs dvieler hcsu to eth ttah to evdripdo eb pouynorptti owituth aelb. Aevh wokr of dkr,ee you with to tihw otsr life sojb dulow yuo hsi emso if ot tsniuas ssa ytades rheet zyal. .
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Pyhpa oyu tyeaclathuinl yltal,s rae. Is nad mfor dgoo no escbaeu siioncwns elif sivder os mhotso eohm oemeitssm yuo het cry. Fele nda oedlv you ulaevd. Yuo lrlyae is ofr file odog. Shti epke ot hdar onigg okwr. Uyo do,g rouy nevre ot awlays teeedrsd leave efil he elasve. Uoy to nad whta eelf eth dtelis oryu tgu in gnssi. .
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Noreyma nigeb xaunsoi toahmcs ubtao ndto essuis oyu heav. Ntxyeai wrok rentarp or touab ryou. Tonnghi. Eben ivef tis eth snghit eysa,r nylo nda ovuye pu eht vebelei teh pu stal on itwh lmfriy ta adn i tonpi ,thur sith. :).

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