A letter from Dec 5th, 2021

It's like how do you tell the world that you are already tired but you know it won't stop spinning for you. How do you tell the stars you have a lot of wishes but now all I have is tears in my eyes. Who do you tell that you don't want to fight anymore without someone saying to still push through. As the earth spins and everyone goes on their own pace where do you really stand without thinking it's a race. My heart cries every single time because I'm so lost, it's like I'm put in a supermarket who lost her way as a little kid.. looking for her guide. that's how scared I am right now. so who do I tell that I'm tired of fighting for this place where I was put at without hurting anyone? these are all the thoughts that ran my head today, so I went outside and noticed the blue sky and an airplane.. I think it was a sign as being inside that airplane you are with different people and everyone has their own situations but you just have to trust that where your landing at is, safe.