A letter from Nov 28th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi, How was life? Yesterday was my first date. I met him without wearing make-up. I didn't even use body spray, because I forget to buy it *lol. I have been thinking about the first date. I will hug him in the first place because it must be like meeting my old friend. But in reality, I met him in the lift and both of us were shocked. I thought we gonna meet up in the Cinema. Shocked and it turn awkward. When he whispered in my ear during the movie, it reminds me of our sleep call. The movie was so amazing, I almost cry in one scene until he asked me "wanna cry?" I lost the moment and didn't cry. After the movie, we were talked in BK. Nervous and happy at the same time. I was blushing every time he ruffles my hair and when he hold my hand. I like it, but I don't know why I just reflect to refuse it *lol. When we walked to the parking area, I was always surprised every time he hold my arm (?) *I don't know how to say it. I just didn't get used to this all skin ship. And then, he drives me back home. We said goodbye while holding our hand. In the end, he kissed my hand. Nervous, blushing, and I pulled my hand. I think it is my subconscious rule: refuse anything that makes me blush *lol. A few minutes later, after he arrive at his place, we talk about our date. I asked him "do you still like me after you meet me?" and he answered, "I do". I was always thinking that he doesn't. So, we decide to set July 22nd, 2021 as our day. It's kinda funny, we were officially in a relationship yesterday, but we choose another day for it. Actually, it was my idea to set a unique date, and he agree with it. I never imagine there is somebody that accepts my weirdness *lol. He makes me feel loved. He brings joy to my 'nothing special' day. If you are still with him now, please show my gratitude to him by giving him a hug and kiss *maybe. Because for now, I don't have that braveness to do it. Semoga gak cringe nanti bacanya wkwk With Love, PastYou.