A letter from Nov 24th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I just recently got my aortic root aneurysm dilation thing found. I’m not sure what exactly it means but it’s scary. I hope I’m here in a year to read this letter. I’m planning on cleaning up diet again to mostly salads and good protein. My cholesterol is in the dumps. I’m dealing with such fear. I want to make it to live a long life. I want to be able to live fully without being afraid of what’s to come. I hope i hear back from the doctor soon. I’m working at 99. I can’t even be my full self at work because I’m afraid my chest is going to burst at any minute. When i feel my bp go up, it triggers panic. Can’t i just stay calm and in bed? That’s not healthy either. I don’t feel good in any poSition. I’m tired. My heart goes so low when i sleep. We just worked on stopping it from racing when I’m working. It still reacts a bit like that when i work or after i eat. I hope when i read this changes have been made.