A letter from Nov 23rd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, are you more sober now? did you get into Ron Dearing? if so how is it? And how is you and fin, he is such a sweet and perfect guy I hope you're still with him! If you are , are you still dependent or attached tp him? Has your mum gotten help for her mental health yet? And about that how is your mental health? Are you Mischa, Neama and Ese still close? Life is meh right now, the only thing keeping me so happy and alive is Fin. He really is just so perfect. I hope my mental health doesn't hurt him in the long term! I love him so much. Also how is harry because he has been a little sick right now but I hope he's okay when you read this! Newland is so fake, the girls in this school just slag each other off all the time it gets problematic when the toxicity breaks up your friend group. I just need to move to Ron Dearing asap. Also I hope you've gone to Thailand and Poland by the time you've seen this. And I hope you went with fin. Will make such amazing experiences with him right?!??!! Hm how's you're grades right now? I think right now I have 4's and 5's but hopefully they are better by the time you've seen this. Hope every things okay, so glad you've got this far I am proud of you. Honestly hope you and fin are together still. I want to be with him forever , I am convinced he's my soulmate. We were just so meant to be as both of our imperfections were just accepted by each other

Epilogue

5 months later

hi past self we are doing much better! not really weed sober but for good reasons were trying our best. We didnt get into ron dearing and we dont want...

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