A letter from Nov 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, sometimes its hard to know who really gives a shit about you, I often question if the people around me are just using me until I'm no longer worth anything and then they can just dispose of me then and there. everyone asks me for help with school work and stuff around the house but no one ever asks me if I need help. people these days don't understand that its common curtesy do do someone a favour when they do you a favour. I hope that one day people understand that its important, I don't really feel much anymore just numb, so numb everyone tells me it will get better but it doesn't feel that way, I just don't like being alive much at the moment, I wish I could die and come back to life but it doesn't work like that. but hey, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. i need help, and lots of it.