A letter from Nov 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, This is my first 'short-timed' letter to be delivered to you. I am sending this a year from now. At this moment, you are in a meeting with your department and you are too tired hearing their thoughts and participating because lately you have so many doubts on the path you are taking in you career. You are consistent in what you are doing and been diligent with it. But it has now came to a point that you are unmotivated by it. The progress is so small that you can't even tell if you have made progress or what. It made you question your capabilities and that weakens you as time goes by. It's been several days now that you are looking for any job postings in the internet. You have noted and considered several, even thought to pursue a master's degree, but you are too scared to try. You have so many questions with yourself if it will be worth it, or if you are good enough to be part of it or if it would suffice you financial needs. There are lot of things that is getting on your mind that all you wanted is to sleep and never wake up. But we cannot do that, right? Instead you will force yourself to wake up and start your day on a never ending cycle. Engaging with the same things, the same people, and even the same issues. This may not be your darkest days yet, but this sure is one on your list. I want you to be brave. I hope by the time this letter reached you, you have made some decisions that moved us from these thoughts or from these feelings. I hope you have done things that broke us from this cycle. And I pray that it's better. Or if not, maybe next year? or the next years? But I hope you have or at least you tried. Even if it didn't worked, please don't think that you are not good enough. Bloom!. You are exactly where you are right now and I'm proud of you! ♥