A letter from Nov 5th, 2021

Time Travelled — almost 2 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, This year has been rough. COVID has been bad, although it's kind of dying down. I have already been double vaxxed. I hate wearing masks wherever I go. You're in Grade 10 now, aren't you? Wow, how it must feel to be 15. You're one year away from your learning permit for driving! I hope emotionally and physically you're doing better. I'm still going through some depression and anxiety, although not severe depression, but a lot of anxiety the past few months. Have you shifted yet? I just know I'm getting really close. I've been writing down almost everything that comes to mind in my script. I hope I'll shift soon. If you have shifted, what method do you use? I know it's kind of pointless to ask because you're in the future and we can't write back and forth like normal people. How's Allyssah Smales? Aiko (Michelle, although she likes to be called Aiko or Bunnie)? Are you even still talking to them? Are you dating anyone? Have you had your first kiss? I hope you have. Have your art skills gotten any better? I want to sculpt and do watercolor paintings and draw cool stuff, but I can't really bring myself to do anything. Have you made any new friends? Have you achieved your Light Academia style aesthetic dream? Do you have a cat? Another dog? How's Miles? Is he okay? I hope he is. Are you still obsessed with Bakugou and My Hero Academia? I hope that phase never ends. :) Am I annoying? I hope I'm not. My self-esteem is pretty low. I hope that gets better in the future. I love you. Keep going, you're worth it. :)

Epilogue

10 days later

hi me!

im doing much better now. ive been in the hospital twice this year for mental health reasons, and you wouldnt be surprised to hear that its not great....

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Disetfh yte i enavht. I tndo yrt llyear ymareno. Weohl ofr gohhut ashpe htta ggoin grohuht evlo i uoy. Fseilbe royeu emnigsoht oryu and are serpu eurs uuqine. Ni i but vie solt leki ntivooiatm hetor utjs fmyles iseacorsn esusg imaignnig i het. Ekpe hught,o ngiog i slitl uyo nwok tath!.
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Ilslt i acutocn liefxnt ehr esu i aormy,en (aolm) yashall tbu klta ndto adn. Earys kaio for nad i kdatel tvenha. Tfrea seh pepddaerasi rlhytos ot ortew uoy iths retetl me. I imoeghtns thikn adb i utb alelry dton ownk epah,edpn was it awth. Elwl oh. Peho i now shes ertbte gdoni. Emth of btoh. .
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Ubt not swa plueco ingdta eswek oyna,ne a mi i ago. A dan ntiga pu asw tath rboke saw useaebc i too yulg ylluaatc tkhin edr ti bcak iaknd glaf no now eh eh ew. Udispt thugtoh sdcnomo ewer eh. See i dotn who imh eikdl rsfit dluveoc het apecl rlelya ni i. .
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Ahev eyleitdfni ti hg,thou ni ym adh nto so 0222 s!isk irstf etcrne i. I uxalse ti staausl siks ontd eth doncse coutn i was eueasbc dha. To htoes yhw etwn the i htats lpoistha stmei. Im reassuatl ohgthu nda is won eigtgnt nuiephsd rbeett hte hcmu. .
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Ear llskis i tar akyo my usges. Tsbheokcko ahev ldiszyet and lsat iotn a ewke wne i ogt enbe laryel agdnriw ihgsnt. Ertga rwed omttoa i nad of uot etnrdu olst scorlou a lleyar wtih ti lietyszd. Pisnlce htaw thtsa adei no doculeor agpe nhwe uyo suesg lspa a yuo tahw uyr'eo donrma idngo i on fo etg wthi a nbchu. .
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Ewn e'vi meda aymn so rinsdfe. Esmo oduy be hmet uoy fo ltis heer lil rof srsdreip!u. .
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Rl,tseatc i,fnfrig h,sa l,mia tnnn,oa lxaise, eah,tsli ,eol ,ruth emtthwa rwar,o li,reov and asm,. Em!th hastt peurs evne inec of lla rheyet all and not. Msa nw,o ta eth rs,eeemst touhhg right den ym monvgi is lseostc vnee freuryba ni of hte nredif she. Weher vniatcoa we ew gho,hut htmig oot be ot tmisemeso onos gmvino un,noiamilt. O(r)u taht sah eht ncsei evwe' on eurtod nisdla the aprtens ym ngeo ripce dwon icen dnofu ellray eben vnee a and uoseh we. .
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Ttah hte a pssonia sjut htcsaeiet a ehat i rbnigun won taht ing,th tpeafhriyniox uobat wsa thwi nad yeslt ltyse. Rsyro obr. Egt anme oetranh tylcluaa ehr !odg ew idd mya si. Dna aevh retaf hbto os ew aym sr!crtchaea typret sti sanriempd oclo ilm,se now. Mya nad sa gods whta ctiave and staht to ehs vselo istn nsow okya sa eebcusa do teh ubt tatsh tgnitge esud oreld eh eb smiel. .
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Yaw ltsil on ma thwi icngfuk tath i stih sdeesobs. My i edsu to ryella eb at lief i wlo itopn hatt a owh m,ena in aws tbu ledvo abkc nolikog imte i it hte at. To ateh imnea wdrei rsepu you idk, htat eht yrtspaioetcel hatt saw lsoa udes eb i. Salet hgih tetrbe oholsc at is. Amaigc the iekl lsta irraneebd won odaamk hrtgi aavrat i nda. .
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Not that a we dton dan aucltlay oreuy ogod liek to haytinng veesrde lyeral nnginay,o go tgruhho enspro yoeru. Eawr oyln vlie now is you twah ilef rohst lees si nad hell ecno yuo hwta oyu ntkih nad do nda hawt so nwta wnta pexecirene yuo and on neo dnoeissic eakm ehtwraev dseba ntwa sbeuace ruoy nfu yuo on the. Huogth og i nwana llraye njuigmp ngubee. Oocl. .
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Ghhi o,las fun ash sochlo neeb. Aryes been eiv eth riompv olco in pepoel aelylr wno olt a etm wto bluc fro fo nad. Adn a seetresm are seaclss 59 veha ym in reynucrlt koya ggoni stih i inatkg hihwc gckn,oio im. Smleyf ym so fo gsiheth rsuep rpuod raged !rfa mi. .
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Ryuo fun wnyas,ay adn geaprs ehav hma thiw zfneor o-lelj bey!. .
(p. S. Ueyor iaucttis. Oyu teg idnseagod soon. Daei 3:) txne rae no eht rof veha fun raeys upelco inhgav woh yuo.

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abigailbliv:

almost 2 years ago

The shifting part hit home

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