Dear Dickhead,
I just realized that I started my transformation more than a year ago. Looking back, I'm was depressed and found comfort in her. So, I literally said "I want to be worthy of her, I want her to be proud of me".
Things had been so fast, right now, she's our girlfriend. I hope you don't mess it up buddy. She's the most beautiful and sweet girl I know. I hope you're taking care of her. I hope you're still doing your best to be "worthy" of her, to be better.
I know it's rough and I also believe that it's probably also rough there if not worst but trust me, just please take care of her. I love her with my all. She's the who's been supporting me even on my lowest point. I hope you don't break your word or even **** her feelings over some temporary ****.
Also, if things are not going good, just remember it'll be fine. Also, text her number (09056404647), chat her on FB. Even if you're done, she'll definitely support and love you.
Lastly, it's been weeks since I started Habitica and, just yesterday, I also started Journaling my days. So yeah, keep yourself and don't **** up your chemistry test next time. Study and don't think "Oh, I should be fine" cause your definitely not gonna be fine.
Take of yourself dude, remember that it'll only gonna be 4-5 years, the next couple of years after that is much much much harder so just ram things head on.
Epilogue
6 months later
Well, my email is full of spams so I realy never got to check this on my mail. It was like 6 months late but here's my reply~
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Ahev how tngish hendgca. Itwh emyorna not erh u'reoy. Somonee x01 rteteb s'hwo tihw b,tu 'uyore. Nda docl oyu eth lfes ehs mdoo" eahv idd eplrise alreyl ryou efecft on of htta veag "sngwis epeonpitrc lla rowht uroy na. Iryragmn uoy rhe reft,luatnyuon ndul'owt be. Wno tup nac la""psn tehso lla rae erst eb to. .
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Eavh i utlry lgurfeta am eryv ahtt tpoipuevsr fmalyi i a. Ym own pphya 'im ygu. Utrelbo hatt ianigngvat econ het aclpe eerw' kard in lot ew of nto a had. Heav wonk tonigsmeh won that onw a nout we aolg, erew' we and. .
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