A letter from Oct 20th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear My Future, Dapat dear future me talaga to pero dahil future kita kaya sayo ko na lang isesend. You know love, nagsimula yung umaga ko ng umiiyak ako and sorry love kung nakadagdag pa ko sa pagaalala mo, sa mga iniisip mo lalo na nagpeflare up yung eczema mo pero love hindi ito about sa pagrarant ko, I want you to know na even my day starts with crying i want you to know na i will never hate this day not just because my sister's birthday but because this is the date na nagstart yung twice. You know love na thankful ako sa twice bukod sa I met them nung oras na gusto ko magpalamon sa lungkot, naging rason sila ng happiness ko bago kita makilala almost 7 months,and they keep me sane, they become my inspiration, my motivation, my comfort and everything. In 7 months I'm doing fine, stanning them, watching them, and be happy with that because they become my home not knowing that I will met someone like you because of them, they gave me lights in my darkness they gave you. I know na isa to sa plano ni God and instrumento lang sila but im still thankful kasi yung happiness ko is binigyan talaga ako ng happiness and it's that you. Thank you baby and always remember that I'm always grateful na nakilala kita even though sometimes magkaiba talaga pananaw natin sa buhay. Right now we're talking about sa gusto mo ko pumunta dyan, na what if ayain ako nila ate bea. You know i want it love. I want it na makilala ka, makasama sila, pumasok sa mundo mo but my insecurities is ******* me and i know na talagang seryoso ako satin kasi before wala akong pakialam kung gustuhin man ako ng sa paligid mo but right now, naiinsecure ako, natatakot ako. Na gusto ko once na hinrap mo na ko sa fam mo may maipagmamalaki na ko, na tayo hindi dahil sa may trabaho ka kundi dahil mahal kita, na our relationship is not just an ordinary flings or what gusto ko malaman ng nakapaligid sakin satin na, seryoso ako sa kung anong meron tayo na I really want to be with you. Sorry baby kung pabigat pa ko sayo pero soon babawi ako ha? Sana sa araw na yon may tayo pa, sana pag to nabsa mo mahal mo pa rin ako and if you receive this email pero hindi na ako gusto ko malaman mo na sobrang proud ako sayo since day 1. Mahal kita danielle ko 😊 -Pami 10/20/21 10:40 PM

Epilogue

about 1 year later

I'm writing this to you, more than 2 years na ang nakalipas...

Wala nang tayo. Mas nanaig yung pagkakaiba natin kesa sa pagmamahalan. Right now, naghihintay ka ng...

Abrdo ko asaampii ng ,mo lama om rltuses ganmna eaxm an. Gan osu-sinin namna kiasanpaku ukgn oak na. .
Aasnkgpua ng atyo oimtna, ng nebe asyd nices ayto nda sit' think smyaoa i agapksupakaam d'tno ap. Ubayh yubs sa as ko ka sbuy oak ahbuy ,mo din. Ap oagkn alaw aingb biaatl na osay.
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Irgl amy i as a,n ng annikgmu iksdse tnhraoe uotsg inka. Proe.
Iiipnsa irn ap tiak e. Adn lal itnhk i of ihgrt go i won si aanwn olucd mhoe.
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Uoy eomh ot. Sa sa papahanagh ng bia ayaw ngiya ng goul ai,b ygnu ko. .
To nad nwta elef is og yuro i asrm ta lal hemo to. .
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Inhdi edepw epor gmanan laam nyo na ko. Ceiidnos dmea we ohbt ruo. Pa uygn aalmwa asgdayn ongk ilinip ihind ka ichceo. Ppiiniil giamng yoall an tegtlsema asoy, agaon an ihatk ka prakahi na ya,os. Pala osteh a diinh oepr itaks nga oag ka angno ecihsoc glon etmi amed saik snika nagl i. A now it fro mhoe nifd my dnif ot i and enw haret ahdr. Evor mi' lla the nda elpca. I yuo mdersa isak anilagnka otu no igfru-ie dnehir your to preo igechnar ym to own t'ond tnaw mofr gnko.
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Sa smamsi ukgn byame coi,hec hte rtgih nrmeo asmsmi nguy ew ko gmuann idd ak, oan mdea roep ahaaanihyn onnyag otya. Etbs rdnfei miss i i ou,y sims my. Erop amprhia anknkaiya. Deymoas. . . .
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Artp eilf orf tnhka of egbni my a you. Emit ltil nxte.
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Kra-a.

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