A letter from Oct 20th, 2021

Ano beh? Buhay kapaba? Balita ko grade9 kana ah?? O baka naman umulit ka?? HAHAHAHAHA beh ang cute mo HAHAHAHAHA and I want to tell you that I'm proud of you! I'm proud of you for being strong! Look nga oh, you're still here reading this letter from 2021 like hello! Pero if ever na u didn't survive it's alright:))) you deserve the rest den naman! It's ok if you can't fight na and you got tired. You know what Sierra from alpas au said right?? She said that ***** is actually freedom. Freedom from. This cruel world, freedom from all this *****! If ever you didn't survive I'm just sad that this world just lost a future pediatrician (or whatever haha) you're already 14 huh? Nayst naman, hula ko you're still single noh?? Hahaha no surprise that's what happens when you're stuck with boys who doesn't know your existence lol haha, pero sabi nila na they're just your permanent happiness kase one day you'll find someone else you would make you happier, someone who you'll find happiness from and that someone wouldn't be them anymore. As we grow up we change and basically the things will liked from the pass will stay in the pass. It's ok lang naman if you didn't treated them as an idol but, babe think of yourself too:) dadating din sa araw na mapapagod kadin sa kanila just like what happened to you sa Blackpink right??? You loved them too much of the point na you got tried and found someone new. When that time comes you will realize na you found yourself na, you're laughing, smiling, happy etc. Not because of them na. I know reality hurts and as of what I told you they're you're temporary happiness lang. I understand naman na super gusto mo sila to the point na your ready to do anything, everything just to get to them or get close to them or whatever, pero when you found yourself na you will no longer be in love with them. Because iba na yung hahanapan/pang kukunan mo ng happiness and it's not them na. It can be someone who lives in the same world as you or someone who lives a normal life like you. A life away from people, a life away from spotlight and all those *****. Idk how this letter came to you being obsessed with them pero let me ask you one question and you can answer it when you receive this letter. Are they still your happiness?are they still the reasons of your smile? Sila parin bat?? Kung Hindi then think about the words I told you:)) love yourself ok? I love you.