A letter from Sep 28th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hello there! Now, you officially have turned 18, meaning you are an adult now, phew! I am really clueless about how the next 3 years looking from now. This letter will be delivered in what, 2024, Woah! I am really looking forward to you reading this. What actually do these 3 years have in store for me? Is everything going to be fine? Are you progressing in the process to discover yourself, about which you had promised? Gosh, I have a million questions to ask. Currently, it's the end of September 2021, you are 15.5 years old and life's a HUGE mess right now, hopefully, it gets sorted. To sum up, in a very few words, you are in 10th grade, and everything looks as if you are in a haze, of dark storm clouds. You are trying hard to get through school, every person right now feels like an enemy of mine, honestly. Arion is really helping me, to express my thoughts and be fine. Still, what I am trying to be composed and steady-minded seems far away from reach. I feel very lost now, like out of nowhere. It's like all happy colours painted at first and then, in a blink of an eye, it's all faded, into reality as well as self-doubt and concern. I hope you have coped up with feeling lesser anxiety and panic attacks as well. Some 2 weeks and he, HIM, leaves to G, you know that. That seems the most toughest task right now, to get over it. It's been like 4.5 years since I am in love with HIM. And all those poems, ugh, if, if he could actually read them someday, and he knew how much you love him. I really hope a direction for this is found. About the other things, I am excited to see your path, to your future! Are you actually going to choose International Business or is it something else? Is your desire to take up a foreign language still there? How has family been? Are you mature enough to make the decisions, hahaha? Girl, you need to know that I so freaking much LOVE YOU!!! Keep believing in yourself, as your study board says. I wish to see so many positive outcomes in your life, 3 years from now, gosh it's making me excited already! Also, did your MBTI change? Right now, it's ENFP-T, and duh, your best zodiac Aquarius is helpfully relatable! To whenever you read/ receive this, whether you are happy, worried, anxious or sad, praying this cheers you up! I LOVE YOU! *cross fingers*, for the best, it's yet to come! Yours Truly 15.5-year old A.