A letter from Sep 21st, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Will you be okay? Do you still have depression? Do you have new friends in whatever school my parents chose? Are they nice to you? Right now, what I’m doing while writing this, I’m crying myself to sleep soon. It’s came back.. depression came back. And now I’m pretty sure no one will notice. Did you remember a week ago? When I cried at school? That was my most weakest point to have been ever shown. I got in trouble and the gym teacher didn’t know what to do. So I went to the bathroom and cried myself silently until kersha came looking for me with the teacher. Will everything get worse from here and on? Will my friends leave me? because they’re already starting to. I hate it here. I really do. Everywhere I go is a disaster, or maybe.. I’m the disaster. Im not good at singing, dancing, or art. I don’t know what i’m good at. Im not smart or pretty. I don’t know what my place is. Is my eyes going to be swollen tomorrow? Yes, It probably will so good luck and I hope you’ll be better than this yr 2021. Stay strong atleast i should for myself.

Epilogue

7 months later

hey there lil me, I am doing really well. I no longer have depression actually im in my highest state of happiness right now ever since i...

To hreta dog my and vega tfaih. Imh i dlaehe i in mih hghtour ttusr nda. Frsiedn ewn i heva. Aymn denirfs heva wne i. Omvde fesdrni my ihtw evol ihgangn ntwngileol hte ot i ctiy i out adn to adn ogngi. Nda aghlu lla aceh luybl hroet we. A rhtee of ni twf 81 my ysob oepelp guopr irndef unilndgci ear ttlao. I i it loev ruhcs vahe a in no lla, tmhe mooenes. D enma a shi wtih tsstra. Tptrey are sguy vnee lpdule oslt aedlcl eryv and ,fine me yteh ,em yfnnu to hto fo all they nice i dan. Im fagtluer lylare tmeh rof.
Mdea rouy one dsa esy oneresisdp no mi moer me hwhic ndtcoie dna ttah rvoe but now. My em het nop,eh i ti gluah ym srfti evor i miet uecbsea aws ahah ifdenrs i het esen ti a tath em i hewn asw bniarmssearg tgo teim esiamjn reedemmreb pheon aerh cyr erlyla eys, fdeositaccn crfetoodm it dan sah asw uobta. Feindr my eyrsa setb shse oga vnee nda toh ti saw wno lilts 2. Mfor egt atht goihnnt will osrew. Ot ygiehretvn teg rbtete dubm mfor will your you ttha dtsipu etps nda koto igb a eovdm cfo eifl hichw arrwfod oolhcs. Emht oryu hvea tbu uoy eaevl etlf feirsnd oyu otnw. Rae ton dsatrsie a yuo. Im illst good wtha okwn at ndot i. .
You ni dna hty aifth ibgrn ogd veha nshppiesa lliw rfo.

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