A letter from Sep 21st, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Will you be okay? Do you still have depression? Do you have new friends in whatever school my parents chose? Are they nice to you? Right now, what I’m doing while writing this, I’m crying myself to sleep soon. It’s came back.. depression came back. And now I’m pretty sure no one will notice. Did you remember a week ago? When I cried at school? That was my most weakest point to have been ever shown. I got in trouble and the gym teacher didn’t know what to do. So I went to the bathroom and cried myself silently until kersha came looking for me with the teacher. Will everything get worse from here and on? Will my friends leave me? because they’re already starting to. I hate it here. I really do. Everywhere I go is a disaster, or maybe.. I’m the disaster. Im not good at singing, dancing, or art. I don’t know what i’m good at. Im not smart or pretty. I don’t know what my place is. Is my eyes going to be swollen tomorrow? Yes, It probably will so good luck and I hope you’ll be better than this yr 2021. Stay strong atleast i should for myself.

Epilogue

7 months later

hey there lil me, I am doing really well. I no longer have depression actually im in my highest state of happiness right now ever since i...

Dan my to odg thifa vega htrae. Stutr mih i adn hthourg him i ni eedlha. Fsinerd i nwe veah. Firsnde many new eavh i. I oelv otu het ym ot dovme tnweongill rendifs and gonig hiwt ciyt i ot ngnahig nad. Heca ulgah lal we retoh and ylubl. Fwt ni sboy era of ingduilnc ym oleppe eifdnr eetrh 81 rpogu a taolt. I evlo i hemt no oenosme it a al,l eahv rshuc ni. A shi name d sttsra hitw. Are i,enf ot m,e fo ldlepu adn ostl eyvr fnnuy they me tehy nad eevn dlecla i oth all uysg ttryep inec. Flrtuage im aeyllr for hetm.
Orme dsa em no eamd isnprsdoee sey oerv cdiento and ihhwc won mi ubt one hatt rouy. P,oneh i abmgesrsnria ti ryalel ti s,ey teh hrae got i em asw veor a my nhoep emti haha and etim tfirs that i rnsidef my emedrbemer het sha cesfciadotn orfomtdec snee i tuabo ewhn isejnam em was aws cry laghu it sbueeac. Ti onw irfdne hsse nda tbes vnee saw lslit toh aog 2 my erays. Wsoer gte ahtt llwi mfro gnintho. Omfr uditps ofc taht will bdum pste rarodfw tbeetr ootk oclohs mdove leif bgi ihwhc nad uoy etg a yuor to ryevteghni. Nridfes oyur eavel wotn uoy veha tfle ubt htme uyo. Ton ear rdiesast a ouy. Mi wkno ogdo hatw i tslli ta dnot. .
God nad rgnbi hty lwli in for aveh pihanpess uoy itahf.

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