A letter from Sep 21st, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Will you be okay? Do you still have depression? Do you have new friends in whatever school my parents chose? Are they nice to you? Right now, what I’m doing while writing this, I’m crying myself to sleep soon. It’s came back.. depression came back. And now I’m pretty sure no one will notice. Did you remember a week ago? When I cried at school? That was my most weakest point to have been ever shown. I got in trouble and the gym teacher didn’t know what to do. So I went to the bathroom and cried myself silently until kersha came looking for me with the teacher. Will everything get worse from here and on? Will my friends leave me? because they’re already starting to. I hate it here. I really do. Everywhere I go is a disaster, or maybe.. I’m the disaster. Im not good at singing, dancing, or art. I don’t know what i’m good at. Im not smart or pretty. I don’t know what my place is. Is my eyes going to be swollen tomorrow? Yes, It probably will so good luck and I hope you’ll be better than this yr 2021. Stay strong atleast i should for myself.

Epilogue

7 months later

hey there lil me, I am doing really well. I no longer have depression actually im in my highest state of happiness right now ever since i...

Eraht ym odg fiaht to vgae dna. Mhi i in utstr gruthoh i eaelhd nda imh. Wen sefndri i eavh. New i ymna ehav ferisnd. Vloe adn ot iefsnrd tciy ot out nggoi hte thiw i iowgtellnn dan i aniggnh my vdemo. We ache rtoeh lal hglau bluly dan. Efrnid heetr in fo tfw 18 my rea obsy ltato ucnngdlii a purog eppleo. I ahev ti them oeomsne on a shcur in ovle lla, i. D tsatrs shi a twhi enam. Lleudp e,inf i adn fo yhet tehy sygu tols e,m epttry ot oth eicn adn rea vrye aelldc all me enev ynnuf. Rof efutlgra layrle htme im.
Im utb adn ncdtioe yes daem ermo sesneoridp onw oen em on ervo ihhwc hatt uyro das. Eimt has atht saw hnwe uaghl sy,e ti my asw isanmej i emit rsaeibngasmr cnasfoceidt tog ep,onh aryell ryc i cmodetofr rhae fernids ti ahah em rveo and aws eebmedmrre ehpon i ym nees me a rifts i teh hte ti sebaeuc aubot. Stbe goa nwo 2 asw ti vnee stlil dan oht sesh dnifre my esrya. Orfm rsweo atth illw egt gnnioth. Uoy ofc mdub koot rbetet a omevd hicwh to rawfodr pest oyru adn liwl bgi tenhgyreiv tath eifl sidupt orfm egt hcolos. Uroy ubt tehm ouy nwto vaele ednrsfi yuo eflt haev. Oyu tno a ear tserisda. Odog notd mi twha iltsl ta knwo i. .
Hvea hasenpsip yuo fhiat tyh gdo nda for rngib in lwil.

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