A letter from Aug 30th, 2021

A no ya)uastrd. Tihs hsti hemo. N,eth utb ikd athw eth eilk aws wehrate. . . Cuhm so is it sreow ttv. Idd prsryae sa ienhrdcl a ofr yy,eerdats no me fialnyl add ebnssigl hobt my. Rpmcoesiom odgo a ’tis. Piapk ewra ot i lefe etmpetd a. Ym rof gald kpnseo aotub evi’ it adn fo up ’im proud lyesmf belfeis )):. Emneoso oe’uvy nodfu yuo tsi os dan 3< lkei ienc. I aveh hte nr eadm inooesnnctc uvale i. Ma rfo aoky i ’itll eb tbu het vnourse t,ueruf. Ruo lsa,o okebr efgdir --_.
Tlyt.
Me.
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,11 nuje 23:20.
Owh is noe eiendf uyo eht oesrflyu cna who nylo era. Ehscoo to be ear woh dan you yuo watn. Uyo drcvosie uobat you eorm. Dolrw steg ot msea no ccamanouitlu het is eth sepincerxee of cueseba iwht neo htsi ecinrxpeee lsee iefl yoru. Evne day moer wlli eon htna mytunooa now inag yuo so. . :) most hadr no nda duursao a a nad 'staht ilwl cae,"e"sp itwh e,hvewro ruet eb srmttae si awth tbee//rt ernyjou terhe it.
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R)hpnetsboa a uyo ebrhrto orfm ****** efdreak ovre tou hiwh(c aipkp okot uor)cega oyur dbegoit( a lto atramu cudesa nad uoy of fo lsot agnrewi that. . To tnucboterid hwhic het nirepcxeee iolsrguie lnoy a'wsnt oruy arumat.
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Nvree no yad eornlg orfce ist orf shteo abthsbas"" utylr to rhutgoh tres hyet oylurfes erew ouy a escbeau you. Nor iayfml. Tath yorsu eubcesa afmiyl on si of. Atwer nev'hta ew rinkd but that rekihtc hawt si asy duowl ae,twr su owknn dobol nath si ylcaerl cohke oldbo ihlew ekam hety. Moer oyu rgivonfig awtre ot nda novgil much is.
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So dna of rpudo dccfiennoe oyur iesnirp nda mi' ot gowr ailbyit. Ym me i im' nreehsdtgtne veha teh fo opurd inhwti psosgerr and iovce. So mchu i it vole. Eiv' a in ni poderi m'i otlhseyn yadaerl fo etlf sattr a atth atsintnolria lots. I'll it hhugot amke. I i lwil nkow. Udorp you of im'. Nvee you gihh ,nyo'wk hatt swa a ofmr i ady th?irg it i yeallr wsa ncmigo revne oos,lhc whne eekw rdauedgta. Eht hobt fedifr eenv orseasn osesdnog ftfilicdu fi athkn.
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Mi' how i nircoi asy wehn odg aistcis/thatgnoe nakth. Haah. Tresoh eb in nad is ahers trap i tawh eohp utsj as ot to eno iimldgrzanea leki cypacati nthki ym ndif rposug how i a fo it irsoetseietiaictnln nndsuaetdr can eehts meos.
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,psat sa teh as ureuft ot well eht (o)yu em.
Voel uoy i.
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W'ltoudn a i tngih ecaghn. Ma i oydat i if did ntu'dlwo i who eb. Me i nda ovle.
2,ht1 2320 ssepenro form jun.
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Amy 22:40 th,4.
Wwo. Meti saepss. . Nieo-rpns this is ni my ftisr reestmes eolelcg. Heop otl sah etrufu a ebtrte a and ogne i wnod ofr. Ahs hagnec i dna ocinrhc umtelcaudac nede sesrst. Leik uhcm feesl yaer on eiv’ tihs si’t oto so ognwr ptas sti’ osal eben pfiledp tbu head. Do to m’i ilgokno so ot frrwdao nttigge roem.
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Thiw nerlgo lafimy orf a rihlaeopsitn my hwsi i no. Ym enugyor rbethro aebmy. Ti ’htats. Wyh httuwio hrda ndee i it’s rewkro heayprt onsmht ogrhuht not’d xpnalei and my btu emtdisn ro how ihgnva ot egon to shomnt. Otg ystems endubr uto dan rmof treid teh cglnaki i. Od dna tbse evre anc ta’hts we ym ’im yitgnr all. Of m’i odpur em.
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Hgnit yiorn emtsi dwunfroel at a si. Ro ngoyeur vecroomnig farse i sapt ym dwlou i slef mrsatua cksho at leov ohw. I od teh hhtgout evnre seam eacguor i i tadoy lwdou evah ’eduwolv. A ntocpi,itemo a,dnb ni dan dneca soesrprfo osorfpesr uimportmp na dcdnea stenudt sugn emt at,r lbpci,u fof ni vi’e seevtn meedail e,lgyrlrua owshn akerkao dna ptatpeaiircd adn ihwt dttneead a tfera nysolcteistn rdfnei ndoe.
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Ldtu'won ym gap losa lssac tec mctpia ehirwwtd fomr a a atth i in way. Oclneousrs rfo and klunhfta ni im’ my het naylilf eeerecxpni cpemeottn srsproeosf ot i tog fiel. Kabc sa sacep hvea heid ot lnerog gvnahi thiw srpee rmof on hgih hte asem lsohoc a i ni fylsme. Mcaaecdi yaw hgtuh,o r,tfis htat ccdemiaas in iimslra in asme loppee in hte eocm igrongiivnat it olsa lelony torgeeth utb in hte a uriniegt moec tbi aeln si. I kool ym rfawdor egalnrni omer to nda reuftu.
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Tca’n i iatw to utbao rnale mreo me.
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Treebmspe 2420: h8,t.
A i lewl ym odtbu hadnegc ogasl asy nyiatex orve a i utwihto esronp veah dna sa sa acn ehmt htta sa. Ma i ni atiiemdlemy to i harevwte mien enolgr eefl i is kiel isutatnio vore ahwt i chmu psaece lcornto veha on oerm as flee veah i. A sit-egintpt aiv acn at,ht ouy clla ti s,sseinub fi haev i. A eon ont nitkh olt w'louvde i ngebi dems and tsju fy,if if am llceoeg feil scasl of a rmeo on i iadsrtes i bene rfo pto katgni and ti. Het -oo ewske lefi ignpoh wlli emsd yb erptcjo ym cerdkif saitgnkim sexceu niavhg ceoiisgnndr srseoporf a fo my i am tow pu. Ti teh taydo onsdce na lmoraiynt tahw wsa day ikle ofr ieyrnlte wpaedr ftel tliraye saw of nda itrleerb. Woh ti nca i dab meksa ucmh leerzia woh em it was adn do. And llileyrat psets uglserdtg pu & humc mreo i igklnaw.
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Lsoens endrlae ywohan, ttah i. Ogwr (ielsalypec how ti anc 'httas dna but si for entiylfide dna i ys,e i ehva eisnxeati eusr ilol)ay,cs. Adn 'mi tou my iispiorret ngifuirg lyfsme. I'd whchi a in icmmto eehr igdno ot do be hvea in i slao aywa crtielalialsy do ahtt i utb m,ennar a gslith ese konw mysefl to osruce nlgo ont laod i mrof eehr to lufl ot orred. Sslac cueplo aebmy ro a neo teak will rpe i estserem. Fo easv pu vmoe nmoey ni otrs lcoud tkae tihw siphenirtn nbisseus losspbyi tey, up i eewhoerms ot eels eth uhonge an ro ufrtue msoe ym. Teak of mtei nad wrko olt atht udwlo a. Ibg a peoctrj.
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Htta ahtw i yuo iwll emoc isth to petexc otsm eb itnkh repeeinxec is thaw i avhe neaerdl elpeop erevn ofrm. Adb othb and ogdo. A i aare uhncb dan eurs rnfeftied rof eemt is't eenicxreep my adn unorda poeel,p aamil,sn fo gte an to otnialsoc. Od saylaw i ewll tbu ta do'nt t,i as i tsmei jnoye. Pet pahneissp eeysipacll trieh nigeb oeeomns or phyap of teh tiwh. .
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Tjsu etngto or ot ,now tno os os obko to a eglinitns 'its to i ot etg od tbu to sieera aerd yfmsle tufsf ngtaistr do avhe udes hadr im' daiou. Ookb godo ohthug a os i'st afr. Ltmeerxye la,cep gtniretannie an of na neo ubt sedsme cruo,se up. Pgt lmoa ot obko i gte dsue s,cre. .
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Gnogi 'evi 91 klei dl,o ecllgeo, on nda ni saery ym hsa'wt uureft idae tsmseimeo in got feli of of on ro eesermst 'im my eefl i tirdh. Sgntih klei fele lwli ayok ,tsesmimeo i eb. Yeht sabeceu at'ren if will even be hyte. ):.