Dear FutureMe,
I hear you, I hear you. Monday’s are ****. It’s gonna be okay. You’ve got this! Also, please tell me the weather improved by now... 0-0. Regardless, you’ll power through. If you feel overwhelmed, that’s valid, so stop bottling that **** up and send yourself to the counselors office. Remember, you are allowed to have different beliefs from the rest ignore your family. You CAN opt out of religious holidays when you aren’t connected to the religion. Those years of pent up stress and anger can finally be thrown away. This isn’t to say you shouldn’t have periods of self-reflection, however, remember YOU ARE YOU because YOU ARE and WANT TO BE. Don’t change for ANYONE else.
Sincerely,
Past you
Epilogue
about 2 years later
Sept 3rd, 2022:
****, I didn’t recall seeing this nor expect it, but I’m glad I did. It isn’t Monday BUT I agree! (I just woke up at 5:30pm...
A sty)udaar on. Iths emoh sthi. Keil aws h,tne raewthe teh dik ubt waht. . . Is vtt much rsweo it os. Add my sa lyifanl obth esrpyar on sinelsgb rof me lndicher a dae,retysy ddi. Mmepcroios t’is ogdo a. Tdetemp to i eefl a wrea papik. My utaob mselyf elfibes evi’ it dpuro )): im’ dalg peokns adn of pu rof. You einc eikl osmneeo and tis ev’oyu ufnod 3< so. Amed i sceiononntc nr laeuv het ehva i. Evnuosr the ,rtuefu fro i am btu eb koay illt’. Oebkr ruo _-- rdfieg aols,.
Ttyl.
Me.
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3202: jenu ,11.
Feyruols nlyo rea is how anc how one indefe oyu hte. Be anwt you you ot hoceso nda are hwo. Roem oyu you uoabt dosivecr. Ouyr mesa stge wthi neo auebsce no of eifl si shti drlwo cualcnuamoti to lese eth peeineerxc hte enrcxeeiesp. Neo ermo wno gina dya llwi than you ooamtuny nvee os. . Aepec",s" ): a whit a etur ret//ebt no uyeronj adn be ta'sth tsom dan ti lilw is ovwhere, rhad tsreamt aruodus awth treeh.
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Stol eoguc)ra vroe ootk uto ouy kpapi and fo of thta caused uyo rkfdeae ****** hepabrotsn) gbdi(ote horbetr ataumr waniger ci(whh lot rouy a a mrfo. . Cndtotrbuei iuosirelg cpeiexreen chwhi uyro maatur t'wsna ot het nyol.
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Fecor were uytrl they a ohset ebsaceu ot ouy erevn no sret ady olryfuse rlneog thrhugo ouy a"stbh"bsa rfo sit. Nor fmialy. On fo lyifam is rysuo atht usaeecb. That teyh a'vhetn is ylrelca kame kceoh lweih awth obold ahnt ,watre warte but is blood su ehikrtc krndi we ludwo ays nwonk. Dna oyu cuhm vgnrgiifo vnlogi aterw ot si remo.
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Nad pdour nocceiedfn einispr gwro m'i dna so ot ruyo of bayiilt. Egtensenrhtd and me ahve m'i the ihtwin i sosgrerp my fo vceoi ourpd. Vleo os it umhc i. Ni yensolht otsl im' fetl ylareda hatt fo a in ratts noaltrntaisi ive' drpoei a. 'lil ohghut it mkae. Llwi wkon i i. I'm of orupd you. Uoy swa hhgi udreaagtd it i i a wkee yda tri?hg lleyra nogicm evner nhwe nywo'k, aws taht rmfo eenv ,colhso. Neev itlfcudfi frdeif het natkh oognsdes thob fi nsoresa.
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'im say hnew owh igestasnhctatio/ ioncir nhkat dog i. Ahha. Hatw etesh ym to i lkei eahrs hwo pgsoru cna is a eshotr in fndi phoe agnlizmirade of aicyptac intcesirieltsaitone to ihktn as adn esmo i eno eb prta jstu ti snatnudred.
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Sa y(ou) teh llew ot het as ,ptsa tufreu me.
I you lvoe.
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Ihgtn a hcgnae i d'utwnol. Uow'ntld i ddi who i adtyo be i if am. Me i dna vleo.
12ht, nju rssenpeo 3220 orfm.
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24:02 mya ht,4.
Wwo. Meti apesss. . Emtersse in oleelgc siht my fistr innre-pos is. Teuufr dna heop sah nwod otl i a tbreet ofr a neog. I camucteuald setsrs nicochr sha dnee nad aenghc. Its’ astp oto sti’ osla gnrwo tshi ryea cuhm dahe so ielpfdp ielk no utb eiv’ eslef eben. Ot frwadro ’mi oemr ot knooilg nitgget so do.
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Whit on i a shiw fro my rnelgo snaihreolpti ymifal. Rtrheob eogyrnu my ebamy. As’htt ti. Etndsmi ekrowr nego how tub adn otughrh ym trhyepa yhw ende ohmtns ot vniahg iuwtoht ti’s dhar or to xilepna i stohnm td’no. Etysms out eth debnru cagnikl from tgo dan rtedi i. Od yngitr ym m’i ew ebts and all can httas’ evre. Of purod im’ em.
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Gihnt is at smeti ledwuonfr a ornyi. Levo tpas my esraf kscho how ta ogcrmivneo aatsumr ro i esfl i ulodw rugyeon. Hvae hugotht eourcga emas i i oyatd i do odluw oeuvl’wd nevre eht. Alideme in mte adn sfreopros dacend efdrin ffo cdean nusg ,art epaiiarctdtp htiw and dedatetn ,bdan iv’e a noed prfoesors adn an keoaakr ,ubpilc mrmpiupto ni ttsdune nshwo t,cpeinoitom a sncntetisoyl tseenv rfeta el,ruaglyr.
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A i cte maticp ahtt agp luwo'dnt loas a ym wya whidwter sclsa ni orfm. M’i epcexnieer ym anllfyi and orf lefi uhlkatfn metpnetco elossonucr srsofeosrp tgo het i ni ot. Aescp i no ni hte iwth amse ahve lesyfm ghhi resep bkca vngaih as olrnge to rfmo a idhe lhcoos. Alne aotnniirgivg si aesm rtfs,i the eoplpe aimcecda ni hogut,h ocme emsacidca ni tub ni moce lnlyoe siliamr wya asol ni tib atht the etgoehtr a uergiint ti. I ym rrfowad riglnnae ot nad rmoe ookl euurft.
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To n’act i me omre tboua iawt lenar.
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8h,t ptebsreem 42:20.
Lwel vore yas a i tbodu edagcnh sa ittwohu txeainy anc hmte as solag i a sropne ttha ehva adn my as. Awth keil i cmhu nloerg in eatmilyiedm sa hvae emin efle i ma i ot suaitntio eacspe rmeo tonlrco over feel ahev no i i is herewvat. I nca a tgsip-itnte avi ,htat lacl vhae fi esuinss,b it ouy. Kntih am a pot rdstsiae more dmes ,yfif tikagn inegb lefi nda it lto a on i ofr fo i llecoeg and acssl oen ton ul'evdow i if been tsju. By two ifckedr ma ym a ssopefrro -oo itgmknsia hte my gvainh ojerpct crnsoinegid fo swkee oigpnh will dmes lfie i up xceuse. Ofr brrieetl teh and letf asw atoyd nyiertel laetiyr day it an of manrotyil klei dceosn apdrew was wtah. Alzerei mhcu i ti it woh how aemks bda acn saw me adn od. Sspte pu hucm knaglwi rome dna eggrlustd & i ltaillery.
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Oynh,aw i slsnoe delnera ttah. And hat'st it acn rgow ,sye csally,oi) pl(ilseeyac is i ubt adn i edyltneifi who rsue rfo enesiaxit aehv. My dna ysflem piitrsoier gugirifn otu 'im. Eb nwko stglhi gnlo to mnrn,ea ees erord a hree dalo flul od ni cmtiom to ot fmro sloa have i ni do i ot a lrcitlleiaasy smfley i not taht waya ubt di' gndio hhiwc rehe screou. Wlil cloeup emyab teka i seemerts epr or one asslc a. ,yet esle up ro of bsisnsue onghue to meov na in ihwt keta futeru stor sopbilys veas i my up eth ldocu osem oyenm weemrhose snhiirtnpe. Uwlod a thta of tol kate dna krwo mtie. A ibg protjce.
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Eneircpeex si tkhin oyu iths lliw be thwa ostm aevh tahw ormf eredanl i pelpeo to omce tecepx i eevnr atht. Bhto dgoo dba nda. 'sit my i fiertndef emte fo aare a duaonr onailotcs an adn ot and ala,msni rsue nhcub rfo get opeep,l cenieeepxr. Sa do utb t,i i oynej ellw aysawl at on'td i setmi. Seilceyalp yaphp pte ithw het fo eithr shspapeni nigbe ro mneoeos. .
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Ot wn,o to eavh gotnet i od rahd ton ot tbu ysfelm egt 'mi os ot do ffstu ot nlnesiitg srtaintg udse sereia drae os si't adiuo juts ro a bkoo. So rfa a obok ugthho good si't. Fo lce,ap eno up btu ocues,r netiinatrnge an an eessdm xrmeeteyl. Teg rs,ec pgt obko omla to i deus. .
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On my kile ysear gniog im' hirdt 91 ,old ym ro on ni 'vei shtaw' elef oemistesm got in fuutre idae eglcl,eo fo of seemrtse elif i and. Ayko elef ielk eb i wlil mesoismte, ihntsg. Nerat' be fi ebuasce wlil yteh thye eenv. :).
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