A letter from Aug 30th, 2021

Radtayu)s on a. Shit hits heom. T,nhe the ikd tub eawhtre asw athw ielk. . . It so is ttv rwsoe uhcm. Adery,etys my rfo lailyfn inhclred em sa add thob paryres idd a no nsibsegl. Comorsiepm st’i oogd a. A edeptmt i piapk ot awer eelf. Vi’e ’mi rupod ofr up ti lmefsy ym epokns )): liefbes fo abuot adn glad. Tsi <3 you so eilk fdoun adn ncei evy’ou eeosomn. Lauve vahe nr i eht mdea i ioocnnscetn. I eht eusnrov be ’litl fuu,etr fro yoak ma utb. --_ kobre ,loas erdgfi rou.
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Em.
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Jenu 2203: 11,.
Het sorfeuyl ear oyu is hwo nac how enfide oen yoln. Era to dan ceohos how be watn you oyu. Emor you uyo auotb ecrsvido. Enepxeceir yuro ot itwh on ensrcexepei htis eht eth caeusbe oen ilef maes lese wdolr si fo gets ncuiutamaolc. Wlil yad even so yuo naht nyoutmoa noe emor won naig. . Atwh ti be hiwt er//ebtt mtos illw eehrt rtamtes dan hdra :) ,ewervho is eutr a duusaor adn 'tshta eonyjur a on ep"",eacs.
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Rtmaua otl ikpap e)ouarcg ttah frkeeda a lsto iegarwn ****** oyur uto orfm eaducs fo hh(wic vreo dan of yuo rrtheob uoy apr)stbhone ookt a god(tebi. . Uryo xinepceree onyl ouibtedntrc eht to muatar osliigreu t'aswn whhic.
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Ecrfo sohet no ot were uyo esrt tis hyte yda egronl eacbseu hoguhtr luytr uyo evenr bbshs""taa a orf elyrfosu. Iafyml nro. Of rysuo ebesuac on lafmyi si atth. Aemk us asy anht oknnw odluw twaer, ew cheko tehkcri hevatn' tahw ooldb teyh thta bdolo tbu indkr lehwi laylerc si wrtea is. Ot vginlo hcum iivggrnfo ratwe rmoe adn is oyu.
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Yuro of dna ot i'm grow lyibait dorpu oineeccfdn nda so eipirns. Adn drsheteentgn 'im htiniw dpruo my i the sgporers iveoc aveh of em. Voel i umch so ti. I'm tstar thnyoesl a ltfe in a itarsoinnatl ioedrp e'iv htat ni of ayaerld ostl. Toughh 'lil eamk it. I illw i nokw. Of ouy urdpo 'mi. Hhgi saw day deatgudra nvee evren o,osclh it yko,nw' leyarl a ehnw yuo ekew hatt nmgico i ?hrgti mfor asw i. Thkna het thob enve aensors ierdff fdctfliiu if oendgsos.
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Nweh owh i 'mi gdo ncroii ahntk sni/gettastaoihc asy. Hhaa. Jtus ycpiaatc be oen dsutannrde ot rlmnaizeidag klie is in as thkin ophe uogprs owh my otrshe awth iecaesrlitiietsotnn hetse of emos acn it to part dfni i i adn ashre a.
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As a,tsp sa tuuref eht eth em to lwle o()uy.
I vole ouy.
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A i gehnac ihngt 'dwtuoln. Owh am i twol'und i be fi oaydt ddi i. I adn em evlo.
Ujn 1,th2 orfm sonerpse 0322.
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4th, 0242: mya.
Wwo. Ssespa temi. . Ecllego treessme sith sfrit in ionrns-pe ym si. Eurfut wdno i rtbtee heop dna lot a sha nego a rof. Has ndee i hgcnea sestsr and tcemucaluad ihocncr. Its’ yrae no spat lpdepif alos neeb orngw oot mchu siht s’it haed ilke os utb ev’i sflee. M’i od to ggetint dforraw oinkolg eorm os ot.
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A lneorg for no ishw taenlhiispor fimayl i my hiwt. Orbrhte ebyam my yrneguo. It sath’t. Ohuthgr i need dna htiuowt yraehtp tub nsdtiem arhd ot omhtns or hwo my dotn’ sti’ ot wyh gone rkewor hgnaiv nohsmt eniaxpl. Otg drunbe tuo nakiclg nda stesym romf het i tdeir. Adn cna reev lal my ew od ’mi steb rtgyin tha’ts. Mi’ of me ouprd.
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At is dnewfuorl nroyi a seimt ightn. Ludwo i efsl atusarm cgooirvnme kshoc aspt ym hwo asfer at veol i or rouenyg. Oegucar i amse hte nevre vhae gtuthoh udlow yatod i do i ’leuovdw. Psoorsefr adn dna doen fdnrei ntetusd and okakera e’vi rta, dba,n nedcda aetetndd dcnae geralyur,l hiwt met ntsvee rfeat in slyeocsntnti a rtiumpmpo otei,iomctpn an eilmeda hnwso ffo gnsu a ni srsroopfe edpcttariipa u,icpbl.
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Dntl'uwo twdrhwie a htat ni etc agp my ormf lsoa class ywa a i patmci. Tog orf hte nltukfah yfllian my ossrerspof elcsornuos ni ’im ot ncmeptteo lfie ecxeieenrp nad i. Goelnr deih rpese in sa ot rmfo a whit eht ckab gihh vnigha veha no ohclso emas i caesp yfmels. In givntaniigro ocem tib gtunieir iamlris come nylleo ,tughoh saol ni the that pepole acmiecda wya but rftsi, in msae a elna is it in eht rhgetteo cdsciemaa. Etfuru to ym and frradow i laniregn okol omre.
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Outba omre me i ot erlna twia antc’.
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Eetsbmpre 4022: ht,8.
Resopn as olgas utiwtho a sa agehncd as eatixny adn i lwel ym say ahtt utodb cna vroe i have ehmt a. Vreo i sa lntcoro si ogrnle ot ahve hawt efle ucmh rome damtiiemyle iastonitu i etwavreh enim i ma eahv i paseec i efle no ni leik. Avi fi have clla you nettsipgti- e,niusbss ah,tt nac a it i. Akting one i tno ifyf, a sascl ofr a dna am udewolv' oemr ginbe adn eilf iknth i olelcge if pot sasdtrie stju been i esmd of no otl ti. Tojcerp sweke lwli two fo am orsfposre oo- amgisnikt a up teh ym kcdfier phngoi ignrdscoine by ghniav i dmse ym elif uexces. Aws na nodesc eht ratyeil leiryetn epawdr fo asw eilk whta eirreblt ti eltf rof nda rnlomtaiy yad tdyoa. Dna was abd owh cmuh arzeeli i ti emksa it acn em do woh. Nda mchu & rulgtgesd nikalwg tspes allltiyer i reom up.
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Owy,ahn that lsesno i nrdeale. But y),laoicls who nda nitaiseex ilpsel(aecy ,sey tsath' it acn i ogwr dietnelyif eusr i avhe si orf dan. Nda ym otu prorietsii yefmls 'mi ugfriign. A rerdo eb to to ot mfor ldoa me,nran i yaaw lymsef a lshgit tub not d'i aols mmtcio od do ceorus ni heva oingd ese ufll rehe ahtt wkon i ot i yetrliaclasil ni erhe glon ichhw. Per a ekta i tsemeesr lliw ymabe olcuep ro oen slsca. Ro my futeru up snssbeiu ot tros of semo atek udolc with easv up ersmoheew na omev the yonme ngehuo i in ,yet nhtipsenri psyobsli lees. Adn tlo aetk a ahtt tmie kowr fo luwod. A pjocter ibg.
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Wlli vhae to i thsi stmo rleedan i rpexneceei athw what ttha moec kitnh you si plpeoe xcetep ormf enrev be. Dba and bhto dogo. I an a erxeeenicp ot naurdo ist' emte ofr laoosnitc fo dna eara seur my fefeitrnd nda pp,loee nails,ma etg hucnb. I it, ta onjey llwe saalwy utb i od t'odn setmi sa. Tep the ireht fo iengb oeenmos illeaspecy hpnsaipes ihwt or yphpa. .
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Duiao to os gotnte ot udse ot reda so ot s'it utfsf juts ,onw a nto to but rahd i'm i od get od eiaers veah mylsef koob gttsinra tisleingn ro. A ogdo bkoo hughto afr os s'it. Na anigitentenr ubt rlxeeymet eno of an pu edssem recuso, pacle,. ,scre teg i olam bkoo to seud gtp. .
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Of years keil no 'evi on gonig ogt lo,d toeismems ah'tws aide thdri ssetemre or of i uetfru leef fiel 19 ,egcolle in im' ni my and ym. Sosm,imete flee yako i like be wlli hsingt. Cueseba fi tnr'ea eb ythe ilwl eyth vene. :).