A letter from Aug 4th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, right now you are sitting in a doctor's waiting room. Girl, it has been the hardest 2 weeks of your 26-year life. The pain you felt after a unexpected break-up left you in pieces. You had thought you were so strong and emotionally dettached but life proved you wrong. But exactly 2 weeks after, you feel a little bit better and now you accept the pain and let it run it through you without desperation. You started making plans and reflecting about dreams. In a few weeks though, you will have to see him again on your best friend's graduation party. Hold on, you will have to face it and I can't wait to discover how you will handle it. I know you will do well. You are planning to make your dream come true of learning to sail . Did you? I wonder how your life is going now. Have you moved out? How's your german? Today you are starting with B1.2 and I can tell you this is already a very good accomplishment. Will this pain you feel today leave you in peace? Have you learned the things people say you would after this? Are you happy? I imagine you will be. At least fullfiled with how you life is going. At this moment, you can only think ahead and you wouldn't wanna go back to past. Future seems so much brighter now. How are you feeling being 27? Oh God, time flies! Today is your mom's 57 birthday. These years you've been here you have been so close to her. It's hard times though. From now on, you'll have to adapt to a completely new life. Your mom's salary has been cut out in half, and your family needs to adapt and reduce the rhythm a bit. And to get worse, your uncle has been diagnosed with cancer, and it's hard to deal with all that seeing your mom worried. But I'm sure it will be fine and I can't wait to hear how your life will be. Your strenght is hidden down there in your heart, and I hope that it will be revealed with time and you learn how to deal with pain. I know you'll learn so much with everything, it's just that now it's a bit hard to see. I'm here. I'm always here.