A letter from Jul 21st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi! Happy Birthday! :) I know that for the past years it very tough. I know that everyday when you wake up, your almost into thinking of ******* yourself again and again. I know that you've been so hard to yourself, keep on thinking that you don't deserve to be happy. I hope that as you're turning 24, you'll change your mindset. That what happen from childhood was not your fault. I hope you'll get the courage to let go, to all the pain and trauma that keeps on ******* you everyday. I know, there's no answer why those things happened to a helpless kid, I know that no matter how much you express how in pain you are right now, you'll never get a single empathy from them. Like, if you remember, that day you tried express your pain, the table turned and now, it's your fault. I just hope, that the moment we turned 24, you'll breakaway and let yourself self fly. You deserve it. You deserve to be happy. You deserve love. Please be happy for me! Please be happy for us. Please be happy for the sake of that kid, who wants happiness and rainbows in life. Please bring light to that child who were so alone in the dark. Please save yourself! Because that's the only way to save her as well. :) Happy Birthday! God bless! And I wishing you all the love and happiness that you deserve! ❤❤❤