A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Rof a noe not us a needde mhuc htigr heocic tbu. Otn we twih coolsru too aatn eckradc ubt ilgyfn. Ta ddnee up ugnsdiyt itms. .
Okw,gnir aer sgidyutn aretr,icuetch ew !ee!!hr cio,gannimlp we lstli.
Soal apt riay dyaste dan. Oot adi idd. Pepeol toh mots ltfe. .
Ovle aerr dan nccsoietyns oltylay ym rea. .
Chotu itd'nd hwit tasy i mnyad ni. .
Reev mih aryebl of i khtni. Dinf did i veol erus tub yes ryt ot. .
To tdeir dadet idnf eon,ncoinct i ppeoel. A 'ncdoult evdlo ameroyn i mna litl nfudo lydpee i. I etfl htnigno egiv ot o,d to till adh.
Eh isda he oedvl me. He tothugh me eh eldik. Unador not btu to keep me uohneg. Mnhost 8 we aigndt rasptdaee taefr. .
Sed,dikutlel ,veor swa nda dnewta sse,dki noofgttre i. .
Ubt i ti eaobv eors oeowmhs. .
Ky)yif(k crauoge i sha'tt gwnis ylf s'it het gi hda sawyla new frlie,a ot.
Oals aevh 'nodt yarmeon vcido we. Logn ei,sccnav fo smoe of ivdco ladb ainomplc tce hguaohlt nogig ciovd. Lal ulwdo i asy ni is hreti tub gesen dlgaibn. .
Vleo i aannw mayeorn lsoa dt'no. .
As i fo nihkt wno ma cntenot i. Tcontne ,praepih insk lgeeinf my in. .
On eahv tlanem diea how ahah hmcu i hvieedca u obuta eahv ryaclti. .
Nac it btu and mtsomseei ietugshnax lloeyn be. .
But royrw 'ntod love. Nrhbliayt htis ot iefl otg ainnrleg i ma acll iaatngve i throhgu u,yo. .
Den at nwana i yas eth. .
Ti's is't y,uo me, us 'tsi. .
Herte wdulo taht niongth adn i is aubot ngeahc. .
Etiensrli self rledo uory.
Ashk. .

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