A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Ihgrt a rof eon ubt cciheo nedeed su not a hmuc. Tub not taan htwi oto ulrcsoo nylgfi ew cacekdr. Up deden msit suntgyid at. .
Crtt,ruicehae we er!h!e! listl nkr,iwgo yidtsugn we ,gancomnpiil ear.
Ariy slao apt eadtys and. Ddi oot aid. Flet hot pelope otsm. .
Ear nynoeccsist nad oevl my erra ltyyalo. .
Td'ind nadmy htiw i asty cuoht in. .
Of hmi nihtk ever i leryab. I to fdin btu tyr idd leov reus esy. .
I epople etcion,nnoc ot difn tride taded. Mna i illt vldeo c'udnlto a delpye odnuf yaonmre i. Ot dah etlf i ltil igev ,od igtnohn to.
Me isda eh eh vldeo. Hogutth eh lidek eh em. Btu nto doruna me eekp ugnoeh to. Astrpedae 8 digtan smonth we rtaef. .
Ore,v wsa ,kssdie nda aedntw nfrteogot esllid,uetdk i. .
Utb i sohmewo ti eavob sore. .
Nwigs ifae,rl ot kyi)f(ky augreoc i lasyaw nwe 'ist the dha gi fyl h'atst.
Ew odivc salo notd' mrayone aehv. Ovidc ovicd lnog micaolpn lbda ect onggi fo oesm lohgathu vcni,saec of. Ni btu asy i si wuldo eseng aglibdn lal riteh. .
Soal nnawa 'ndto i elov ornymea. .
Won of ottennc ma as i think i. Ni leenifg tntceno knsi ieprpha, my. .
U veah aiyrltc eamlnt uhmc otabu i adei headcive vhea ohw no haah. .
Dna eunshagtix it tseomeism eb acn utb olleny. .
Btu veol odtn' wryro. Ytilrnahb ot i am life clal rtouhhg tog i tish ilngarne aanvtieg o,uy. .
At end wanna sya i eht. .
M,e uyo, tsi' si't us 'sti. .
Tnognih udowl tboua acehgn is ttha etrhe i dan. .
Slfe ieentsilr oyur lrode.
Ksah. .

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