A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Su fro tgrih a a ucmh utb neeedd nto eno ieocch. Ckcarde anat iwth we oscruol oot otn ubt gniyfl. Up ended ta isuyndtg tmis. .
Ytigndus r!e!h!e we rhee,irttaucc ew aer lnnapig,ocmi oniwrkg, llits.
Saol iray and tpa tyaesd. Oto dai idd. Poepel flte smot oht. .
Olyaylt vole aer arer ym ysecotcsnni dan. .
Hiwt dyamn othuc i t'nidd ni asyt. .
Ikthn ihm byarle eerv i fo. I tyr veol ot utb sure ifdn idd yes. .
To taded i ietrd nfdi ocino,entcn pelope. Ylpede a voedl mna i itll odufn yoarnme i dunlto'c. Letf dha ot iltl igev ,od i ot nhigotn.
Sdia eh oveld he em. He he me eikdl gouthht. Pkee em dnoaur utb nuoheg to ont. We osmhnt tfera gadint 8 spreatead. .
I nad tnoftrgoe danewt aws sdllutie,ked v,reo ,idekss. .
Ores it oohwsme tub i oabve. .
Dha afrei,l (fyiykk) lyswaa i ot 'ist gocurea nwe ig ylf at'sht teh gwnis.
'ntdo iocdv evha we losa meynoar. Soem blad glno acnisvce, igngo nmolapic of aohhtgul viocd vidco fo tce. Ehtir is i tub libndag geens ysa ni odulw lal. .
Loev i yreaomn n'otd nanaw olsa. .
Tihkn fo noctent won i as am i. My enonttc ,ppehria ni isnk efenlig. .
U haah heav iade ltenma hcmu how no i ehvdeiac ytilrca utoab hvea. .
Nca eb hgansixetu oesiemsmt lnoeyl dna tbu it. .
Oelv tbu on'td royrw. Ma naerilgn i ilfe nyarhlitb i to gto trhgohu alcl teaivang stih ,yuo. .
Nnawa ta i edn the asy. .
'sti t'si t'si us oy,u m,e. .
Dan otinngh i owuld ehert ahgnce taoub hatt is. .
Uyro lrode slef tnliserie.
Sakh. .

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