A letter from Jul 9th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I am currently riddled with anxiety and can't sleep. My muscles keep twitching so I think I'm dying. I work a lot and I'm stressed. Things are not going well with Joe. I'm giving myself faith that things will be a lot better in a year from now. And I have some questions... How is my health? Did I lose weight? How's Josh? Am I keeping up with the pact I made with him? Did I start posting on TikTok? Is my anxiety managed again? How's the future trip to Japan looking? Are we close to achieving that? Anyways, I love you. We both know that I'm too stubborn to give up.

Epilogue

10 months later

Hello July 2021 me,
Joe and I are donion rings lmao. Thank God.

My health...

Is in eth cines ahtt ater,g ym bodol rrupeses is frtcepe. ?edi swa nad niogg ot we snbkroe eerw nweh llo ti ew ohhgutt rbmreee.
.
I ft,ca wihteg ahlel veha gidane ni.
.
Iltls si nifd evlo ot tsggruglni hjso. Eskep eldozambob gitetng eornb,k he esnwche by phcosy. Lvsie lewl uor whti lsos in heca 'im my ew epek ojeruyn dgnoi ont btu ptddeua rteho wiehtg. Ognid eh fiaatstnc si.
.
I rdasett nto my heva tkkiot, lalyre. But lyno ntnocte ersrntgo my cetear sah gntteo edrise to. Glpn"iya omecs lleadc lutni of otu knhingti tehunda im' iongd a oetuuby rsseei yvalle roiahltccoe trswdea. 6 est n"igaylp tlniu mceos out " ,or 5 est. That of sort " nitgh.
.
Lutyrrcen bay atnxeyi my is at. Ocd a gave me teh gheihr dose. .
.
Ha rpi?t aanjp. Eon elpfohuyl yad.
.
Oot uoy oelv.

This user has written an update to this letter.To see what they wrote, please

Press ← and → on your keyboard to move between letters

Write new comment

Load more comments