A letter from Jun 29th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, i haven't written in a while. i'm starting counselling tomorrow and i'm kinda terrified, i really hope it goes well and my counsellor is nice. does it help? did u send that message to meghan about panphobia, did it help? have u come out to luca yet? what about everyone else? martha sent me some earrings, i'm so happy about that. how's college? remember to keep going things for when u feel sad or anxious or stuck: - make snacks the way ur parents would; as in put them on a plate/bowl - watch ur comfort videos - curl up in a ball - let yourself cry - have a nap - have a shower - go rollerskating - text/call ur friends does lucy get better? do i get closer and start opening up more with my friends? appreciate them have you made any new friends have you found out whether you might have adhd and/or anxiety? it's not always shit love your past self

Epilogue

6 months later

dear past me,

i forgot to reply to this lol,
counselling went well, you did it for about 6ish months and then mum stopped booking appointments because she didnt think...

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Og to hatt evry smsagee nda to no that fun indtd logern hichw ywa hse oyu swa uyo euoyr uogthh gmane on egnwidd pohngi ensd sujt lfese did reh nda idank. .
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Uot trypte esy lmiyf,a uoy wneh cema eoyru to ctxpee nad udrnk mcuh nyeerove ot ughtoh ulyc tou oyu uroy erew. Acctenpig essh wahtveer rnlayegle ynotsehl not wno cb kinda hwit het yerlla ttah nestdaunrd to yonl but mi ylreal eald grniyt imycnmtuo seh tseodn githr. Adkni clilh semse oknw os nad olghthau meess oodg emttia to satht.
Oogd sesrsluft dna si ogdo dnika yea tlils tub clgeelo ttyepr.
Dniog tgo ,reebtt s'she iuovoyslb sha ellw lot ogt tbi hess' g,o a to a sye ucly dna lislt tub.
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Sit its' eosm ngrogiw eavh atm amde fo wen i eb nda ysmes nad em,ht ot oeryu a tbi btu nad rnaleign esy nfrsdie tnoseh fn,ei slot.
Nxtia,ey hd,da reyv oyu eavh uot ouy esrlnclouo esru eavthn onlvidaiat fi owt sida ehtier have tmh,e nad aonny for ouy oyu hsit of st;ihng ihhg pyobrlab ndofu heva so tbu uyro.
Dna hst'at uert yes ton iths ylaswa sti.
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Lesf loev royu turfue.

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