Dear me in the future,
i wanna write this bc 1) want to atleast make 1 letter of mine public so ik it doesn't have too much detail about my life and 2) i really want to do those epilogues that others do,it seems fun,so whoever's reading,please like this :)
see currently i'm just trying to finish a somewhat productive day by trying to sort out my spotify playlist. hopefully it goes well lol. (think i screwed up a bit so the dates added will be a bit messed up but who cares,don't you cry over spilled milk - wonder if you get that reference lol)
its a friday evening and it was a teacher training day.
there's like roughly 4 weeks left til the summer holidays then i'm in year 9. great. so 1 month.
i'm stressing a bit bc that means i will have to pick my GCSES and idek what to do. maybe i'll pick geography but i'm not sure anymore honestly.
i'm also stressing a bit bc of my dad wanting me to go back to mosque. idm after school but not a saturday please. i have school monday through friday and that makes me worry enough. i feel like i have no time anymore. sorry to bring that depressing subject up. hopefully you manage to persuade dad not to go on saturdays. i beg.
anyways im wondering about a few things;will you be happy when you get this,will you have achieve your goal of losing weight,or just looking better,or love your body,do you gain a new hobby??
atm the only hobby i got is watching anime lmao. i haven't watched much but i'm proud of myself for watching kakegurui in 2 days. (also currently playing my war-attack on titan-season 4 OP,such a bop,you better like it still in the future)
what happening at school in the future? currently not much on my end. i just finished the end of year exams and waiting for results. i hope i do decent on them.
who are you still friends with? atm i'm friends with sumona (ofc,our friendship going strong fr) and then at school jasmine and ig beatrice. she kinda bothers me but she's alr. i say i don't have many friends is bc i dont hang around the girls,all they are about is drama honestly. i keep chatting to the boys and i feel like it makes me look like a pick me girl. but again,why care about what others think yk?
vatan,louie,eli and julian top 4 boys for me <3. wonder if that'll change.
do you have a crush on anyone?? i hope you find your worth and not get caught up with love bc that's what i'm trying to do now. love u tho <3
i'm gonna send this on a random date when im 14,so after October roughly. hopefully it doesn't come in December bc i remember i have another letter from the past coming at that month. i think this site will hopefully not do it but we will see.
anyways,i'm gonna head off now bye bye
from your past self,who is 13
Epilogue
23 days later
heyy,
i read this letter on the day it was delivered but never got around to answering 😠my bad
also i clocked that u can still write an epilogue...
U reltte hvae tdon if lllo a nvee pubilc.
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Tifospy eth tsead sit um wno i lst,lpsayi fof uatob are but tsesmy llo heaav so mlac hy teh.
Refecr,ene lsao i a adre rlette stfir relytilal i wno, it ekldchcu amlo het nad het altylot whne tlelti ab forogt tauob.
Sfnhii i rkebocd lol ewihl shti ddi im tub oindg won ti ndigo.
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In mi ywnyasa ryea 10 onw. Wwo. Cmae saw ryae ti os lttree rsfti thor eth 10 yet mmerus in wtsan teh i hewn.
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Asw sey tath i cefrhn nda pcki wsa wsa atke gygaprho,e i syibuol,vo to g,ssce kicdep i ddi i rtacnie dna oto the loyn igngo ym onotpi.
Sinecce eb so remusm a so rifst dera utylalca eitprl gthin i gcses bagdtine yneramo i nwo no erya aws tis ekli it os eqf hwo smicu btu csieecn hodsliay npciigk teh 01 if i het hrtig ti geinb won tub rtlpei of ludwo the heh ogoihscn nwhe teh dan leki nddti i seewk ihst keil ddint eayhv dne nwko i 9 lamc spmlu orcsseu on swa treelt iscmu i ni iumcs teh oewlh dik and itghn my ni ekil ofr eafrt okwn wsa hda eayr ddeeep ekil i dan. How eht im ont so one mi uiretmstnn onyl lpya tcna lagd an reoppr oll.
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Dan im odog clma inodg elss nda ym lnenoi dna adm, saw dw sit yturl os eacsssl quemso eapyrr acbk ryaedp all at it tub mamuj im saol not niogg teh atth vie aiznagm the ahha dna yrrow muqeos huedssorl gnh,it shtta fof tiwh.
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Im fo etnx nutsioeqs teh nda het ernsaw hte etrlet won: isppcveerte mofr i ngona newh tgo.
Het vyneerose - tpye nddit dna bth nad umerms ot hoscol em i ebsvi akbc het fro tusj eth asw tetber hte klie at in girht of kiel i bkca njyigoen og ayre stlil nto 'did onoglki ioaxnus rowdafr miet hte aitw temi em aeiprp?h mi olsch'o ni uboat ti to alts het ayuctlla erefvor atnsw ksewe tnaw to irbholre in ot ristf het i asw i mrsmeu i kcpi soohcl, was utb shoolc of dne ighnt' nigog ntca slcoho itouhtw enigelf h'o ninigthk erbod tub.
Myg hepraip glfieen em ridnesf atke fro own dont fysmle otabu and gknloio nda eomr atbou i cb irangc otu care if earc mi me oerm of tbu ilek mi uboat i rsitf.
Utb epeks toicnnig hbt utb iev uot ebne inkgrow nto ihgtew? ogngi - hcum me htat llol em dotl esol os anme i meessnoo i kid veha.
Ootsph thsi, im ues ugeelynin i kiel ktea i ni huttwoi lhiew a hy yrt eifrslt glineyneu cmuh, i but to ecno i dotn tbu mi yeptrt bc nwo woert tlersif hatt ?tebert nwhe - aber desu otnd nad usre yhppa kolo i ues.
Nveneu💀 ur tsi dik krdi tam os tlo ybo?d otn 😠eovl utb atth - a evi ilc hy ieadresl.
Gnahtiyn dotn i kj utb new loinen sti mi 💀 keli wen hbybo? bekar yna oirgnb u rute amkgni a veha outcn - on hnigts a i ubt cb cb uslens 1 noogick ro i kj tol oll brfasekat idfn oens not fro sa im.
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I is eary elik chwaetd for few evi a looc ikhnt detwhca me vie rpetty ieqtu hwhci +04 evro nsmiae hte.
Okub otp ym on itlls on swa aooml pwar gnso leik it i uossen and my fpoytsi.
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💀 it tis in was as ohlo,cs os was dumb tresnientgi hto tghif a rethe. Nwo its owtuthi egssc ym eht cien ssclase bc hte i losoch bc yk osceadunc si osal sartt fo si smfro lkie hiwch tis gentintersi.
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Eyth anrset llew stblea idsesirhnfp as tyeh i bth leef my sa rewe lkie ho whti ubt. Esbt omnaus odog nsyhteol rmset im rlyl sesh on tills eht ihwt. Ton utb uchm esh rhe eelf liek ba clma but isjnmea em mi gto kdi i uesr eondst shes ilke ytnlerce i as. Vie llyneo that tndo nah ba presu reh mstimeseo but ecom neola fcat ctpeac lefe nwhe mi i eth htikn ibtcreae utb neyllo i lefe i ot i dordepp raomyen. Wiht ienc hbot tge aonel and mi seloc hiwt wtenkhi acn os her hre irdnfes but nahg iyelm ot not l,oercs wtih era ew tsi i im. No ahenaek dam own and hiwel ky yadhai, eth where past a hda ep i tsi tkla obaut hsrergfine lnog im ma nad ot cush ermts we ees necetd nlakwgi ni wtih.
I dna anidrge dha me eilhw cgnired mtei eth rtfis won eht leertt otp orf engiadr atth tou bsoy bakc neht. .
Tbu smewmeba sybo ot ni tis hrcu,s eilk howtr dan dotn ecut aer won egnbi icoarinenstt heva and i os a ehyt vatan dfeo tfrae on eth mi shi nfyun lcshoo tllsi i cesrw rf rfvreeo wonk ubt ees was at mrsuem i atth gkniatl my. .
Ik ym so eahy thta thseer owthr ldag.
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Staht mtei! os anasywy whti oned a all avhe good.
Siht lllo u nesonnes sneeig tis,h djneeoy epho oeaynn.
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