Dear me in the future,
i wanna write this bc 1) want to atleast make 1 letter of mine public so ik it doesn't have too much detail about my life and 2) i really want to do those epilogues that others do,it seems fun,so whoever's reading,please like this :)
see currently i'm just trying to finish a somewhat productive day by trying to sort out my spotify playlist. hopefully it goes well lol. (think i screwed up a bit so the dates added will be a bit messed up but who cares,don't you cry over spilled milk - wonder if you get that reference lol)
its a friday evening and it was a teacher training day.
there's like roughly 4 weeks left til the summer holidays then i'm in year 9. great. so 1 month.
i'm stressing a bit bc that means i will have to pick my GCSES and idek what to do. maybe i'll pick geography but i'm not sure anymore honestly.
i'm also stressing a bit bc of my dad wanting me to go back to mosque. idm after school but not a saturday please. i have school monday through friday and that makes me worry enough. i feel like i have no time anymore. sorry to bring that depressing subject up. hopefully you manage to persuade dad not to go on saturdays. i beg.
anyways im wondering about a few things;will you be happy when you get this,will you have achieve your goal of losing weight,or just looking better,or love your body,do you gain a new hobby??
atm the only hobby i got is watching anime lmao. i haven't watched much but i'm proud of myself for watching kakegurui in 2 days. (also currently playing my war-attack on titan-season 4 OP,such a bop,you better like it still in the future)
what happening at school in the future? currently not much on my end. i just finished the end of year exams and waiting for results. i hope i do decent on them.
who are you still friends with? atm i'm friends with sumona (ofc,our friendship going strong fr) and then at school jasmine and ig beatrice. she kinda bothers me but she's alr. i say i don't have many friends is bc i dont hang around the girls,all they are about is drama honestly. i keep chatting to the boys and i feel like it makes me look like a pick me girl. but again,why care about what others think yk?
vatan,louie,eli and julian top 4 boys for me <3. wonder if that'll change.
do you have a crush on anyone?? i hope you find your worth and not get caught up with love bc that's what i'm trying to do now. love u tho <3
i'm gonna send this on a random date when im 14,so after October roughly. hopefully it doesn't come in December bc i remember i have another letter from the past coming at that month. i think this site will hopefully not do it but we will see.
anyways,i'm gonna head off now bye bye
from your past self,who is 13
Epilogue
23 days later
heyy,
i read this letter on the day it was delivered but never got around to answering 😠my bad
also i clocked that u can still write an epilogue...
If haev llol lpuibc a dtno trelet u vnee.
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Steysm own llo iopsyft veaah ltps,iysal so atsde i yh ist the but um off toaub the alcm aer.
Kculhedc ti rgotof i tltlei ba soal mlao ytllota rltete i eard het eth a rtifs reerfcnee, llyireatl ubtoa wno, nweh nad.
Im welhi won ndoig fsiinh rdcoebk idd ti i btu oll dgoin shit.
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Ni ysaawny aeyr 01 im won. Wwo. Itrfs ecam it teetlr hte was 01 trho yte hnew i so in muesrm ryea atsnw het.
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Ym tiencar atht wsa nhrfce i eys swa too hgraygepo, etak i ylvoubos,i i kipc aws ecpdik i iopotn nda noigg yonl het ot es,gsc nda idd.
Ekswe of lsodiayh imusc my nda in ntedbgia nad trifs it nemryoa sneciec atlclayu but own i on ni aws so hte didtn if utb plriet a deedep i nccesei eayvh oessrcu hte ekli klie hda csimu nbige os teraf i 9 i cmal loehw het escsg didnt saw iltepr keli on eb yare won dan nkow elki htis wokn edn elki niicgkp i ehh i teh 10 hting rletet eadr ikd so hniocsgo ghnti smicu eth wenh uesrmm raye luodw feq i aws how ti ofr umpls sti irhgt. Aply im lol im nloy na isnturtenm woh cant neo so the rpoerp aldg tno.
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Aols slasecs ta utb wd so aahh it adn sles ttah paryer evi ont dan yurtl lal eoqmsu ogdo mjmua linone fof gaazmni eht mi and ngigo hnti,g bakc tiwh dna my mi hoslsreud the mda, uqoesm rryow sti ypreda lacm wsa gdion tstha.
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Of hnwe nw:o mi fmro eht gto adn quionesst xten spveierptec elrett i het nwrsae the oangn.
I'dd ni lltis pyte tawi utboa mtei go ton tbrete i eth me kgnihitn eeveynrso teh ctayuall saw fo orfarwd at eht ilnegef eitm ckab adn for lshcoo hgitr fitrs ilrbhoer foreerv wesek iggno ti lochos ,ochsol ot 'nhtig muserm injneoyg in im the srmeum i cnta in hbt i lkei hte wsa vbies ubt lkei i erya ot oerdb - iloknog o'h kpci kbac alts ndtid swa pehrpi?a ocols'h ot het of stawn ot nde uiasxon ohoscl and i tbu anwt wohiutt ujst eht em.
I btoua and atke nodt dan of pheraip crea nolgkio ifstr liek em eorm rcae more cniarg me uot im utboa ymg mi fi yslfem fienrsd i obuat for but onw eeignlf cb.
Bnee ksepe ocniting htb onoessem i mhcu tuo eamn llol - ognig lotd avhe me ongwrki hiw?get em tbu vie i sleo idk tbu tno atht os.
Lrestfi ytr and to i cnoe aebr odtn ktae ubt - ooshtp ?rttbee im ifretls uenginlye ni okol hiuottw a seu mi hy i m,uhc nwhe heilw use i enueylnig btu sht,i own taht i petyrt cb i otwre ielk apyhp dont sdeu ruse.
Dik ybod? icl sti iev 💀eevunn os 😠hy a not - olt ubt drki rdsieela leov taht ur amt.
For idnf nto ebkar ruet okgiocn i i nlnoie hbyo?b i ontd 💀 ewn hntgsi kj a briogn 1 - lot agtynihn tub hvae as nctou tis u cb ro kj nwe lol im no nsuesl bc leki bfkasrate a nsoe yan kamnig mi utb.
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Is tquie vei em eiv het ihwch wef i rfo iesmna reov echatwd like tdaechw ryttep hiktn eayr a +04 oclo.
Ym it ym kubo saw soenus adn almoo yfsiopt illst ikle on ogsn i opt wpar on.
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Ti os swa rteeh hot cs,oohl 💀 in nntgsireeti as gfhit a sti saw mdub. My olohcs i its hte csseg wno ncei tutwhoi hte nstigiernet fo sloa whcih eikl its is cb bc ceunaosdc is ky ofrsm scaelss rtsat.
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Sehnisfrdip erwe htye ubt rensta ihtw kiel ellw thye i ho fele atebsl sa ym sa hbt. Eht syhtonle sltli ogod rlly im tbes ithw mtres unsmoa ehss on. Gto me humc flee mjeansi ubt eodtns shse btu otn dki lkei as ba i eusr esh i lteeynrc lcam im erh like. Ive ithkn ab elnoly moayern to ehr itbecera ubt hatt lnlyeo het ctfa sesoetmim srpeu eomc oanle ppdrdeo i han nehw i lefe paecct btu mi ntdo i i lfee. Elmyi gahn enaol so mi im rloe,cs fiedrsn hwit htiw neic tbu nda close boht ehr nhweikt get aer to i acn hiwt ont tsi erh we. No lngo talk ahayd,i we lgwanik a hwere stpa i in sterm ees cetden obaut dam adn pe fserignher am now hda mi aenhake adn eht weihl ky with tis scuh to.
Dha ttah ybos i top own cgdiner cabk teerlt enht eht fsirt the nda uto itme dgnaier gaerind em rof wlehi. .
Nad angiklt dna i rwecs btu ees on a tuce rmemsu twrho oedf veerofr so aatnv fr ihs osby litls at iengb yteh hte ni absemwem ontd to ubt scolho nyfun aoncesrntiit rea cu,rsh rtefa mi my nwo tath iekl aevh sit i wsa nwko i. .
Rsthee hatt dgla ki aeyh whotr os ym.
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So vhae atths good lal doen thwi t!mei aynaysw a.
Isht heop ,tsih ynenao llol u eodynej sgneie snoeenns.
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