A letter from Jun 22nd, 2021

hey bitch, it’s been a while since i wrote a letter. you’ll be getting this at the end of your sophomore year currently, i’ve been on summer break for almost a full month. today is maddie’s birthday. i’m writing this at 12 in the morning, too. i’ve completely wrecked my sleep schedule, as one does over the summer. it’s been hard to sleep anyway. i stay awake listening to music and thinking about life. i have some questions i want to ask. right now i’m 14 years old, but our birthday is in less than 2 months. i’m an incoming sophomore. right now our hair is blonde, and about armpit length, with layers. we’ve been wanting to dye it back to brown and layer it more, so what is our hair like now? how’s driving? by time you get this we’ll almost be 16. that’s so crazy! how is your love life? currently, i just got broken up with about a month ago. vinny, if you remember him. i’ll trust you remember the details about your past relationships, but how are the new ones? any new boyfriends? have we actually been able to hang out with one in our room yet? what about sex. you knew i was gonna ask this, didn’t you. i’ve been wanting to, but i know it’s a big decision. currently, me and lukas, who’s a grade older have been talking about doing that, or just making out in his car. how’s lukas? he’ll be a senior by time you get this. are you ready for him to graduate? we’ve kind of developed a soft spot for that kid. he makes us feel safe right now. moving right along, how’s our music. right now, music is such a big part of my life. my top artists according to spotify are: 1. tyler the creator 2. kanye west 3. kendrick lamar 4. frank ocean 5. olivia rodrigo 6. marina 7. childish gambino 8. ariana grande 9. taylor swift 10. drake 11. travis scott 12. mac miller. i only included 12 because i feel like 8 and 9 are very inaccurate. how’s our music looking now? did we have another huge genre change? how’s school. right now i’m on break, but i’m about to start cheer camp. are we doing cheer for the next 2 years of high school? what do you wanna be when you grow up? currently, we want to be a forensic psychologist or something in the psychology field. how are your friends? right now, it feels like we don’t have a lot. the cheer group stopped talking to us, and hangs out together all the time. it hurts, but we’ve been talking to a new group. cici, lilly, emma, and some other people. how are they? they haven’t reached out to us to make plans like they said they would. right now our best friend is maddie. she’s helped us so much, but she doesn’t even go to our school and it hurts so much feeling so alone. how are the pets? currently we have 4. marble, lexie, holly, and ruby. any new additions? any losses? any other big news? feel free to share any big things that have happened that i didn’t think to ask about!