A letter from May 17th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, today is a Monday and i am reflecting on this school year and how crazyyy its been... this is our freshman year and we started online because of corona and then dad switched us to in person and you met a lot of friends here is a list of all the boys you met at school this year... Emiliano, Elias, mikkel, su, Jeremiah, Brayan, Johnathan's from gym class and many more check your yearbook. now heres a quick recap of what happened. dad tried ********* us #Goals, we met Kevin and yeah and then we started to Catch feelings for Jacob but he broke our heart once again but little do we know we are going back to him in a few weeks...I know *eyeroll*, we stayed at our aunts house for a while, we went back to school, we started to become close to Mia, you wanted to get to know the neighbor for the longest lol, Jacob then wanted to start over...we let him, we started going to therapy, then once again Jacob failed me...he kissed candy, we went to sleep over at Zash's house and got really high, we got into miraculous ladybug, we went to Kevins house, we grew far apart from Adan, Bryan caught feelings for you...and you felt bad rejecting him but you did it, you and rosa hung out every Monday, Jacob kissed Zash and you blocked him, you went to Dave and busters with Zash, Adan came too and you guys kissed, but he then screwed you over and you realized that every boy in your life wasn't worth it so you decided to go to god and the day you went to church you met someone.. his name is jeiel idk what happens in the future all I know is that at some point he made you very very very veryX1000 happy meaning now hopefully you are with him right now, if not its okay currently im feeling very sad about the seniors leaving and I feel very lonely at school but whenever I think of jeiel everything feels better hopefully we never get to the point where we forget everything thats my biggest fear, losing valuable memories. like for example when you two first met at sozos cafe or when you got to know each other at the campfire and everyone saw your underwear lmaooo, all ima ask future Dalia is who are you with? do they make you happy? Did you every date or talk to anyone I mentioned? hows your relationship with dad? did you go to Mexico? how long were you there for? are you coming to the usa? did you ever see jeiel again? I have to many questions but most importantly what are your views about everyone at the moment including god? are you sad? and if so remember what makes you happy and go for it no matter what people tell you you can or can't do just go for it and be happy because quite frankly future Dalia we deserve to be happy no matter what you did or didn't do god will always forgive you and you can start over as hard as that may seem and remember whenever you feel like theres nothing to look forward to have hope... remember our plans on going to Scotland? remember how much we loved Harry Potter? remember how much you wanted to be with tom Felton? theres so many things to look forward to in life and don't believe that you've done al those things and your still sad. fight for your dreams don't give up you can't let us down I've worked to hard for us to be happy nothing in life can make you want to end it all. remember what we used to say, I would never end it I have to much hope for the future. what they say about the future is lies "the future is now" the future is the future and the present is the present the future is never ending and so are your hopes never give up on what you love, now tell me how is your relationship with everyone and if it sucks then write them a letter and you don't have to send it or anything but make them now you still care...please you never know what someone is going through. and if nobody is there for you buy a dog duh! jk we're always gonna be there for ourselves :). with this final sentences I end this letter. if something is broken you fix it not throw it away remember, love Dalia