A letter from May 17th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I have lots of thoughts about what should I tell you and I'll try to arrange them so they make sense..... First of all I want to tell you that I'm proud of you for who you are at the moment , I believe in you and I believe that you're doing well . I hope you will continue to be that shining sun ray in people's lives and that helpful and comfort friend for everyone. I also hope that you'll continue to be that person that you can rely on and continue to love and appreciate yourself for who you are as a daughter, sister, friend, student and as a human being. So many difficult things have been going on lately , I've become more introverted I'm having lots of trust , stress and anxiety issues....I hope that I'll be able to overcome them and return to the very old and original version of me , that one little loving confident extroverted excited girl that used to share her feelings and problems and allowed herself to rely on her family and friends.... I hope you can be a better and stronger version of who I am right now and that all of these things won't stop you from loving yourself and achieving your dreams. The time you will be reading this you'll be in your first year of high school , things were very stressful and complicated at the end of third prep. so I hope you have overcomed these problems and accepted what the results were. I want you to have more organized life style and I want you to show more of what you are capable of , so you can regain your self love and confidence and not to think that you're useless anymore . I want you to get closer to everyone around you Allah, yourself, your family and your best friends. Rely on them and don't be afraid I hope that you've learned the lesson and chose well this time. Stay safe and healthy,take care of yourself and the ones that you love . Be happy and don't stop chasing the dream you've been chasing almost all of your life. And remember to love yourself always. I Love You...♡︎

Epilogue

about 12 hours later

Dear
PastMe,

I really don't know what to say...I didn't expect that your message will be the best thing to happen this year.

First of all, I'm really thankful for...

Had nad uoy orspne rveey fro ifstr ngdio dan , 'eiv teoblrsu sengil thgouh omse ym iebevel , sfmyle in neo hatt i wsa lasayw , tustr neve ebeliving euecsab in teh tworh het prideo em ni em hte atls ot rfo anodru sngurtti.
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, ary teisviop tath nda direnf usn i tell yuo isseleonrpb sola , to im' mforgtncio lreaielb , podru ma that. . . Dsniref evah emna ubt i the neve i frtae etbs ot hlaal thwi ttah , teh whit ggvnii ohgtuh ynnhagti of i teh eht one waylsa hseliapontri ysa oen and ma ahve si laryel hghi my nenoay erayll i brag nidk ahve veha todn' i uthogh itwh lrlaey i evne can or ettnisoacexp eon i ismtseoem. . Hwo i ro i ecmo oveeyrne oodg any of mzdaea orf lfee , who ndik stlil vyer fro ot utb me slyaaw me by ofr ngieb eviteagn mmsteesio utoghsht in reeht ryev im' ikle rtsfi dna item elrlay evneroey shtro poeple hyet a tutrs cfae osrelmbp. Enevroey nutxeiagsh tmiad ttah i eehtr “ ofr osstemmie but arelyl " ot urdpo ebing nibeg fleyms i of si eavh am rfo nerfid the aisretpth.
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Hdra mi' loyn vei' wneh sooooo i efndsir wneh taht tlle nca ndow nghiva tbu ma ryae i etm i ohghut on eslfym lrye eopsnr a ddpeen , eth mi' i hatt tshi aynm tiem on nvee. Ihwt i've nac nsairhteipol that fsmyle tn'do i yte hegu sgrepsor suseg i a i ahev elbsta tub a ysa emad. . ?.
Torwh hvae tdesnut i a as td,hsatureg,irse nibge of so tsbduo and muhna ym naym a as rein,df. . . Ti tbu eovr egt li'l i owkn. .
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Ygevnrtihe htnoms dab that ni neo the tbu eavh i gsithn htign ruse ahtt myna okwn si goes tcfa for haipenpng , oot ebne teh ltsa nad ewf.
Teerxotvr sya can tath am i i of na wno ttllei a bti. . Fsea entaxiy soem erettb i oeph amyn tath tutsr erdeniftf dan ot eyamb ? ti stessr inyrgt yosemda ysaw mi' inhvga mi' ot ekma , , side utb in get itlls 'ill eth essusi. A was ist' dan , tillte hsti tath ti henw did goa no i xictnige , efw irlg eb i'st wokn aslo utb eimt abel ahrd darh tsi' kidan i eivl a , was aersy how i ujts nst'deo i htat not ot'wn ytr sad elif dhlci ot 'lli n'wto i i is't st'i eb tbu all os eeranld uhcm ev'i mttear yyawna thta treaf as. . Em ekli id' nroiesv i of meet ot evyer mane ?. Eb regat dtunl'wo !?? taht.
A elvo ym lkei mdraes lla htat arye fo i awy the i to spohe i astp v'ei leef sevorin ni dene srgtrneo ytr gtith fmyesl vige , dna odlh , eemobc hte me i ot. Ayw alrely on ettber think nmayroe i 'odtn , tshi i'ts neyoan i yrel.
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So meevrcao blcssoate a eidtosu ghhi i gheandc i sfidenr eyar i alyelr hdirapssh tol amyn of fo ignsht me ynma in , adn emda remo thsi eceamb hlocso itsrf the , nofdnitce eyra nda.
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Pu i mi' wonkgri nda eltsy os ihganv ellayr invgha usrolebt ti lltis efli nieseg iwth t'wno ma no 'mi udpro gyintr utb , ubt a i be gavhin gte stfileufiicd hotwr iveg eovr nebe soem 'lil ehatlhy , tellya ym iev'.
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Sa lahal , nitoacestpxe arllye gihh gnaivh mi' waayny oturelsb i eavh i tstur with ntighs ticcgeapn elaenrg ni but. Ellt ot ttha fsleym cna ot i'm lcerso adn i alhla. Me a ceoohs too i and nktih ofr eyroman ro way eltsl nad 'tnod lliw e'iv i , oemc metna tahw si me , cmuh n'tod ym in to ahetr i me eslosn tawh do ladneer ateonhr my.
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Me etbs asyillepc of eakt menrdi ts'i so ekrab hadr grytni ernyevoe arfte em 'tonw ot i ot aehv eevyr i'm yeathhl vige fyelsm caer utb grtae asty my to dan eht dnaoru i hlwie 'im , , nigryt onwd up. No mi' ym ︎♡ hlea wno atth and drowafr can felsym go pyahp i. 'its hsgnit tlel ruemutfe ikel eht twha lthlat' od me to gtniyr , in urueft lhpe su i'm ?rheet.
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Epek rdha lngovi to os aayynw rniytg msylfe mi'.
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Cine raec to ekta adn lveo ouy from ti rhea fererov uyo 'lli good uoy il'l , swa of. I remsopi ♡︎.

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