A letter from May 17th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I have lots of thoughts about what should I tell you and I'll try to arrange them so they make sense..... First of all I want to tell you that I'm proud of you for who you are at the moment , I believe in you and I believe that you're doing well . I hope you will continue to be that shining sun ray in people's lives and that helpful and comfort friend for everyone. I also hope that you'll continue to be that person that you can rely on and continue to love and appreciate yourself for who you are as a daughter, sister, friend, student and as a human being. So many difficult things have been going on lately , I've become more introverted I'm having lots of trust , stress and anxiety issues....I hope that I'll be able to overcome them and return to the very old and original version of me , that one little loving confident extroverted excited girl that used to share her feelings and problems and allowed herself to rely on her family and friends.... I hope you can be a better and stronger version of who I am right now and that all of these things won't stop you from loving yourself and achieving your dreams. The time you will be reading this you'll be in your first year of high school , things were very stressful and complicated at the end of third prep. so I hope you have overcomed these problems and accepted what the results were. I want you to have more organized life style and I want you to show more of what you are capable of , so you can regain your self love and confidence and not to think that you're useless anymore . I want you to get closer to everyone around you Allah, yourself, your family and your best friends. Rely on them and don't be afraid I hope that you've learned the lesson and chose well this time. Stay safe and healthy,take care of yourself and the ones that you love . Be happy and don't stop chasing the dream you've been chasing almost all of your life. And remember to love yourself always. I Love You...♡︎

Epilogue

about 12 hours later

Dear
PastMe,

I really don't know what to say...I didn't expect that your message will be the best thing to happen this year.

First of all, I'm really thankful for...

, eigbnivel , neo snigle in for piroed nad syfmel salywa whrto dha dan was em vie' odaunr hhtguo atth oyu vyeer i snrepo neev rsngtiut ftsir , ni het lusrobet em the eeeivbl dogin my to cueabse eht oesm ttsur ni ofr satl.
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Yar , alos , oyu mi' omftignroc atht , pruod irfend ma taht i to letl olieerpsbns dan nsu ovisipte eablleir. . . Het rafte atht evne tgohhu ellary i and eevn , ym learly btu hte am nhtaingy itwh i frsenid esbt ihhg hitw tno'd nynoae ehav i mane eavh pcestxtnoaei syalaw is eon twhi teh lhlaa htghou ot of vaeh i iosetmsme bgra idkn i tianhilorpes nca asy eon i ggnivi ahev eryall teh noe i or. . Fcea i'm i asylwa sllit tohgshut lepepo yrev aivnetge htros irtfs by layler efel to hwo a for srttu kndi i godo of elik adn edamza or hyte for hwo nay in , inegb veeynroe rvye mite eyreonev fro me rpboslem smmteesoi but moec me eetrh. Is “ i of selmfy i thseiptar hatt gbnei giben ehter ofr utb ma heva tmmoieess eth dferni pudro tmaid " enryveoe rfo ot sgituexhna lalrye.
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I i'm htta lnoy i dnrsfie ignvah mnya sooooo rdha neve a , cna ednped 'ive het hwen lefmys i newh prenos time sith uohthg no i thta lelt tme arey lrye no i'm wnod ma btu. Teblas wiht i evah e'vi but t'don greporss i a uehg nca shpetorialni a htat gesus yelmfs yte sya i mead. . ?.
Nbegi umnha fo nfirde, nmya deesigtrath,sur, tdusbo a sa adn i so esuntdt avhe a my as rtwho. . . Rveo kown teg i lil' ti btu. .
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In uesr bene oot dab nwok inhgts atth utb nhgit , hvae wef nsomth dan ftac ppigahenn slta seog many the nieryvehgt teh i si eon ofr taht.
Can i am a an ysa i liltet ttha wno of reetrvxot bit. . Dna eth kema 'lil but esom efsa ni many mbeay awys rtstu iytnrg edsayom 'im esdi mi' hepo usisse ttah to to fdterienf extnaiy , ? , itlsl ettreb i sesrst niaghv it get. Be to lfei lil' thsi i saw stuj tsi' aebl on not btu das eb kown rdenlea tteamr ievl tath idd s'it ti hatt , wnhe atht tis' i i ts'i 'ist ltlite utb a efw dhra eimt twn'o i soal saw , , lla i hwo nayawy nda reays sa ryt hidcl i os dso'etn hmuc tcxegnii goa a etarf iev' ahdr lgri nw'to iakdn. . 'id eemt nmea eevyr i em ot kile ? oiresvn fo. Egart udnwotl' ??! that be.
I ryt ikel deen my em tsap peohs ywa i sefmly gvei to het tthig nad ldoh eefl i lla ionesvr eadrms eht i , atht aery erntgros mocbee a , fo levo vie' in to. Ndot' ryle no mrnaeyo , tbrtee 'sit itsh oaynne alelry hnkit i way i.
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Dan sthi ngtsih vcareome namy rome dnieonfct lto nfirdes i hosocl ecbame eamd yrae ighh , yrae lraeyl a the of ymna os tlosbesca nda aghnecd me of irtfs dsiotue i , i in hspraidhs.
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Whti einesg haeylth dna rginowk tseyl nwto' a it grtyni no tworh up flei , egt sltil etilducsiiff bnee be ianvhg seom ivge , vi'e mi' i orev i'm oprdu ym raleyl btu but nvhgia tbolesur os ahnivg yaeltl ma l'li i.
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As sttru i epatoxisntec aylelr in but hhgi aveh i'm , gahivn egeanrl laalh hitgns hwti ecgtpinca ywnaya tlbrsueo i. Ot ocersl i thta dna syfmel nca ahall 'im ot lelt. Ematn ucmh i hknti fro to ayw dan em htaw a moce my ni , my iwll em 'tdno dna seolns i enedalr yomnear otnhear ro ehatr i oto ie'v chooes tlesl , si do tno'd me whta.
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Ahtlyhe gevi up wt'no im' i onradu iseylaplc dna i to ahev nowd me , i'm ilweh darh tfare em bkare ym ertag rnytgi dnemri tays so msefly ynveeeor yrtngi ekta , to but yreve reac hte setb of to is't. Ym ahpyp dna hlea ahtt og i nwo ︎♡ 'im dawforr emyfsl acn on. Od ni yrngti em femrutue su ot ist' , lpeh twha etll rfueut mi' ?hetre hgtnsi ielk athtll' eth.
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Lyfsme os drha anaywy olivgn 'im to epek ytirng.
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L'il ouy yuo rmof enci , hrea ti asw ktae dgoo nad fo eacr to uoy erorfev ill' ovel. I ︎♡ meiopsr.

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