A letter from May 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, This is gonna be cringe, But I hope corona is over by then. It’s settled a lot in our country, but does it f*** us over and choose to have a quarantine. How’s dad and his gf? Don’t worry, I don’t hate her, she tries her best. I don’t wanna say her name on this cause it’s gonna be public, but either way, are they well? I’m writing this from a random YouTube letter - I’m making a few, I just hope I don’t rid of this gmail. - how’s school going, 15th of May 2022? Hope all the friends are treating you well, it’s been an easy start, but I doubt that’ll keep on forever. Let’s hope. I wrote a letter back in year 6 to my year 12 self, so I won’t make one for my year 12 self on here. I quite easily doubt myself, as you know, but if there really has been a relationship, what is it? Who with? Really, I don’t think I care too much about wanting to date, but just in case I change my mind. Are you getting out more? Going out on the weekend with your friends? Or keeping to yourself in your little haven of your room? I feel like crying for some reason. Maybe to do with the fastness of life? Maybe something otherwise. I wanna know how you look? Have you changed for beauty standard sakes? Your own health sakes? Or just are yourself, aka me, not too unhealthy. I really have no idea what will happen. Last year until about a little while before the end of the year, I didn’t realise I’d be leaving my old school. I love it, I wanted to since I was little. They were mean, they would pick on me sometimes. But then again, we were kinda close like a little family. It was so small. OH, have you made NEW friends yet again? Lost a few? I’m scared for that. It’ll be a year and a bit from when I met them. Part time job - did you get it or weasel out of it like the chicken we are. The uncomfortableness too much? When you are done reading this, I want you to sit outside, wherever that is, and just shut your eyes. It could be stressful, but in the end, It’ll turn out okay. Bye future me, because I have no more words to say

Epilogue

about 3 years later

I’m re-writing my reply. God year 11 got to me. When I read this I cried. But I’m out of school now (left after year 11) for 2 and a...

Yrsea afhl. ’vie ni bnee jobs ifeftrdne 3. 2 2 ofr stnohm hciceadrl syrea. Anht maes aehv up het chrma scbaeeu olok you rogw gae rfaet rugpo reerfvo ruoy ohw ovuye’ rthaer now elft dksi rleeaids in do’uy. Dslo eht oelv tmeh l,aerdy uyo 5-2 eayr. Eptarns me i oosn otdl et’lhyl mteh oldve said ssmi saw tehy ngvaeil teh i yo,u wneh all. Ouy evah mvsoe emaesthuo you ohw a htiw. Tsate uesemostha tehhwre you lhogthua aemtnl eh’s dstbou his asyt shudlo no uoy re,agt fo saeuc heva cnagtfief uoy. Se’h a dfuoso ont ,(on ofdyirenb. Ushc ouy mhi beaousltyl tsbe evnre gonan eh eess a ohahgtlu uyo e,dnrfi as ontd’ sa see )hppnea. At’hst v. Gtrae ’sehs. Bist nad veol ahs fb too! j! a ot hse rhe.
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Bnoirdefy t’nheav a enbe on dtaes adh utb i’ve aahh. Estad thohug 2 noly. )ex imh ’ehs for ahve vaeel elespa fasilcys a,asp eptyrt as xe juts na a ’hes tno w(e good sono prrtnae uyo mih oy’lul t’dno os na.
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V’ie irtsf osthr my thsi ewf ersdohus!l ahir wtore m!ites nweh ot eretlt a coles ym to uyo utc. Own up nhet dna ti orgnw na deiex-nfr yoru a soltma u!tc ipxei otu yhalfaw then duloreoc ist’ nkec. Lpuepr nbrwo saw ti ulp,epr oruy latruna ot a ksloo was oodleruc nad pynik htat ti yuro nad red imrlias it hnet st’i nwo iserst. Acre etnw feca gnith 3< oh i nad mcsaara thulahog uoy iwth etrdi ceni ahte salt i how !ookl obuat wsa nad my owrk ot it it nuf oyu felt dna.
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Adn wne ot wlli efndir sduayrths eb sesh ym thyou oons 3< bhu ayuesdst i go is ,lylveo h. How ts’ath i dna s h mte. .
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Rohte newt teh sayer not crisuorovan yb tou orf dceabel leki htta ,ghohut naht vore nwo ’its tpu was no over 3-2 neieilyfdt snvcaiec h,tne 🙄.
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I’ll ightn emgenit yuo oyru od so >(: n’tod eh saelep dmdeli yzcra! ti fof oto emsteahou bm!ud ro eleppo ie!nnrtte aagin ’tnwsa eerw uyo fo dnto’ lcyuk losa dan eb plsa n(i *bdussm) dt’on teh nmrdoa het oshg ouy etem eth.
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Ay eovl be akoy lyuol’ 3<. Ubt sadrce eur’yo lilst it nkow ouy lwil pass.

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