A letter from May 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, This is gonna be cringe, But I hope corona is over by then. It’s settled a lot in our country, but does it f*** us over and choose to have a quarantine. How’s dad and his gf? Don’t worry, I don’t hate her, she tries her best. I don’t wanna say her name on this cause it’s gonna be public, but either way, are they well? I’m writing this from a random YouTube letter - I’m making a few, I just hope I don’t rid of this gmail. - how’s school going, 15th of May 2022? Hope all the friends are treating you well, it’s been an easy start, but I doubt that’ll keep on forever. Let’s hope. I wrote a letter back in year 6 to my year 12 self, so I won’t make one for my year 12 self on here. I quite easily doubt myself, as you know, but if there really has been a relationship, what is it? Who with? Really, I don’t think I care too much about wanting to date, but just in case I change my mind. Are you getting out more? Going out on the weekend with your friends? Or keeping to yourself in your little haven of your room? I feel like crying for some reason. Maybe to do with the fastness of life? Maybe something otherwise. I wanna know how you look? Have you changed for beauty standard sakes? Your own health sakes? Or just are yourself, aka me, not too unhealthy. I really have no idea what will happen. Last year until about a little while before the end of the year, I didn’t realise I’d be leaving my old school. I love it, I wanted to since I was little. They were mean, they would pick on me sometimes. But then again, we were kinda close like a little family. It was so small. OH, have you made NEW friends yet again? Lost a few? I’m scared for that. It’ll be a year and a bit from when I met them. Part time job - did you get it or weasel out of it like the chicken we are. The uncomfortableness too much? When you are done reading this, I want you to sit outside, wherever that is, and just shut your eyes. It could be stressful, but in the end, It’ll turn out okay. Bye future me, because I have no more words to say

Epilogue

about 3 years later

I’m re-writing my reply. God year 11 got to me. When I read this I cried. But I’m out of school now (left after year 11) for 2 and a...

Falh eryas. Bsoj rftiednef 3 in nebe v’ie. Rof idhelacrc motnsh 2 erays 2. Treaf yoru e’vuoy ni pu gea ohw do’uy tfle msea kool hvae orwg ouy idks het own ubcseae oeefrvr hrcam ehartr ahnt ugrop dseaelir. Olsd d,ayelr loev you 5-2 the raey them. Idsa tnrpaes ehyt wehn em i i yhtll’e yu,o lal msis tehm onos aws gleaivn voled hte dolt. Vaeh a oyu hwit svoem huostaeme owh yuo. Uyo no uathsesmoe natmle tetsa uoahhgtl vhea udobst aeucs ysat dhulso uyo hrhetew ish fo ffgtienca yuo grate, hes’. On(, dobyrneif a se’h otn oosudf. As uoy ushc best a ees nnoga lyuelabtos aughtloh dfneri, pphae)n sese mhi he yuo sa dnto’ nerev. Shtat’ v. Gtare e’hss. J! ot olve seh !too a bf ahs hre tisb nda.
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On droieybnf tbu ahah vie’ hnv’aet asdte a adh eneb. Ylno hghuto daets 2. (ew rof lyluo’ eeval usjt xe heva ont an mih as eyttpr so good a,asp e’sh hmi a an sylsacif she’ )xe yuo osno eeapls eprnatr ’tond.
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You orsth oclse trfis evi’ henw !sitem irah a uct ewf to stih my ertlet !suelrdsho my terwo to. Eckn nda otsaml it up eed-irfxn !tuc ipeix ehtn t’is otu tneh oruy wno a nrwgo whafaly leurocdo na. It pluerp ,uleprp ooskl and dcorloue der sitesr was kpyin bownr oruy nwo nad ot a tnaraul it wsa irmsila uory then that ti t’si. I race tfel my bauto ti i tewn dan ufn aws astl it to neci ghnit tgohhula how yuo feac ho dna 3< adn erdit asmacar kwro thwi htea l!koo you.
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Ot si h i ubh shes seutasyd wlil dna eb onso ndrfei leloyv, ysasdurth new 3< ym og outyh. I s hwo ths’at h emt nad. .
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Like won toehr tewn taht ahtn hte canvcsie iavocnruros lbaeecd eorv ho,tghu rysea ,ethn s’ti on 2-3 ptu 🙄 aws rfo yb roev uto einfdeyilt ont.
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Os lspa ckuly emte dton’ )*msudsb olas !mubd uyo off eth an’tsw it diedml :>( fo erew uoy aaign het mnorad dont’ epolep gsoh tnienret! do too eb adn yzc!ra dto’n in( eselpa oyu ruyo ro he mitnege ’ill eht eseoamuth nihgt.
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O’luyl koay 3< eb olev ya. ’yorue psas lilst okwn yuo it wlli btu darcse.

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