A letter from May 14th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello, how are you doing? I am writing this letter at 7 AM in the morning, listening to Hozier, so forgive me if I'm cringey haha. Well I want to know how are you doing with your life? Did you finally kill your anxiety or does it still persist? It's okay if it still does, it could take more than a year but please keep working on it. And what about maladaptive day-dreaming? I really hope you got it under control. Don't kill it, it's a really powerful tool, if used mindfully. How are your relationships with your family members now? I know it's been shitty all your life, it's not your fault but I see myself improving on it at the moment so I wonder how good you are at it right now. Anyways but please try to move out from your parent's and get a place for yourself, you really need it imo. And also what about your romantic relationships, are you getting any haha? I wonder if you got over your awkwardness with girls lmao. Yea let's be honest you've never been great in the girls department lol. I get anxious about it so often cuz it will be hard for you considering how your family is. But I wish everything comes out good for you in the end. Are you financially free now? Man it really sucks to not have that freedom to afford what you want to do. I'm working hard on making some money right now and I hope you now have enough for yourself. I do wish you are filthy rich and are able to do whatever you want to do haha. And most important perhaps, how organized is your mind right now? It's so bizarre that I'm in such a good position right now, thanks to the virus and all the free time it brought. It is truly exceptional how much my mind and my ability to just think clearly has improved in the span of a year. I wonder how insanely great you might be now, feels like you could conquer the entire world. I am truly, truly excited to see how much I would've grown in 1 year, can't wait. Please keep on meditating everyday and do the affirmations. Probably the best thing you've come across in your life. It's 7.30 now and I have to go now, I am excited to be you. See you soon.

Epilogue

3 months later

Hey man, You were right about being the cringe dude. I can't believe that same person as you.
But I think it's good that I find your letter as cringe,...

Nkhit ti kolo ayw wree you s'htat uoy i ese akcb ,gorw owh dlouhs rmtmueia adn e,b uyo eth uoy. .
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Better ot mthe htat in sawy eocebm ti rwseagnin het uqi,onsset escaunnsrey lfnuapi nhat lal inete,djc hotulahg tihw letl oyu si ha"sh"a' uyo oury ahev vie' anmy y'uoev now i grenaid.
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Vere oyu ouy rncedequo tub wya ieaxynt way rea h'tenva ttreeb wya ewer hant niogd uoyr yuo. Ese olatytl mfleys gnuqeronic ti aren reuftu teh i can ni. Myfoct,rblao cna alkt eonpsr evgi vtheoiinngrk iacfla hte to dna i seexspoirsn wituoth xnet eepopl outba. Yoru has eiadtpalvam engo salo gdayrnimeda dnwo.
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Ym saetnpr ot hvea uyo, taknsh tetreb aeltniros hwti tgo ym. O'ndt ,rtheo ot c,umh tllis vene kalt yrve ndt'o htey evmiopnterm hcae icwhh ehyt ghfti ibg hthugo a is.
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Lilts mitarcon euu,ltfaontyrn htat yrou ,ttsneioxnne eudd ilonaster rrosy orf aer. Owkr a ,me of me lto to but onkw anwt haev itshng ety to sutrt ou'yd isenralot evi' i tllsi no atht. Ntd'o be fi tehro ehetr teh vere iwll rosnpe uthr to want i.
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Si ttha tpetry ypsa yoru omeneos essrst reintn a lugohhta hte btaou aympnco age, ta aiainnfcl you ti dnetce uyo em eomde,fr tqeui rof ngiivg. My ondcesisi i gtworh okto hhwic aeyld uabto i ma lilw eufrtu omse i leef nifcialan lkei my ewirodr dab hg,tuho. Twah rfo eth ruoe'y oiniptso ubt ahve t'si koay, im' not i nad in trwos flugrtea. Ahrd t,i rdwoke edkrwo ti dahr i ofr fro oyu. I akte flesym i e-wroweelth aecr sfemly sono dsesr tge ma lproly fo a ,bteetr im' i s,oodgie oesm noagn rbt,eet to eabl yub sfyeml.
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Ntgsih ot sti' nyilftdeei ta fo sihgnt a a ste,b dmin alner fo ,xfi have ym olt tlo lslti i ot si. Ym seom hespaedca tosl on cufso 'evi tmei eikl feel now ogrgnwi i itqeu fro. Do my ssel iofnsfamtria i nleqyuef,tr esls felyqrtnue mtdteaei. It snoo up yuo omrpeis mapr tbu i lil'. So a cna no ym ikel wrok onifcntu nbieg i nlrmoa owgthr i nhaum dt'no need it sefle lkei antelm ot taosml. Htta dsluenio a si ubt. Okwr evah to no ltbosyluea slefym i.
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,altre.
Uyo.

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