A letter from Apr 30th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hy Niharika!! I just read the letter our past send to us. That letter shown me how self conscious and motivated I was. I was??? Yah! Now a days this Niharika is the amplifier of stupidity!! These days I have been dismotivated by situations around me. I'm feeling insecure! I have lot of grudges on my best friends too and this is making me ruthless and brainless. That is why I have been trying to stop putting this act! I have been trying to be normal. I have been trying to study hard and hard so that YOU won't be left alone. As you know we broke up with him. How are you? Moved on? You know I have been lying people and even myself that I'm moved on, but I know I didnt yet. But this doesn't mean that I want him back. Its just I'm feeling guilty that I have messed up his life. Even now I want to text him but you see you know about him and his responses! Response? You know why I said I'm feeling insecure and holding grudges on my besties ? Because they aren't responding well! And amulya!! Idk what happened to her! As you remember I tried not to respond to their texts too! But that isn't my character so I ended up being nice again! Ok!! Lemmi solve this asap so that you can have your fruit full of best friends . please don't tell me they are still this way! Ooocomeon no it can't be....your brain will be messed up if that happens! And more importantly I'm studying well! And you have too! We will we know that! Prepare for GATE! IIT is our goal! Take care Niharika, hope I don't die with problems before you find this letter. -love (Did you complete watching vampire diaries?)

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear past me!
For some reason, this sounds weird but imma write my thoughts.
well, I'm happy now. there are still many problems but I'm happy now. Yes, I'm preparing...

Etag for. Nvee deen rharde ot ubt igdno i rkow it llwe m'i. Gte rmsopie oyu i emit lwli ihts i i twha dene. .
Rou nsd,rfei yhte a dcnahge tlo. Rutmae evha ew owgrn lal. We crea onw opsesensr atobu ot'nd. In edusits ear gotpinspur ym em thye. Are yteh ogdo ellyra. Hvae to igpmsmno)orci we i ruo all oatihtwtuht( ctpaec rfeefndesic dneelra adn. Gwro ot aer kiel ew rpseno rgytin a rttbee. Radh unitdsyg i'm. Tusyd nhtmo rdehra ntxe i lwil. Thwa a i os etbsa i liwl llwi udtys klei ndee i that etg. Yw"h wyh " twih im' ndoe em? mnopinalcig ?i olyn ctan'. Oyu own taht eitm " aettrms m'i nito my operv i lwil kaitng so oyu t"s'i etg hdsan this ilwl slfeym to atth. Ot xteetn tihs fro ignog m'i an. Gienndps nto ojiopht fal,iym adn thwi my im' itme frsi,end. Ohw guy tshi ese idosit si l,ewl won pij?tooh we ear. We rae. Lfal vloe htwi woh ihm elki ew ysolsi!eur alfl epeplo i in klei eolv velo in ?su ow'nt hcibt with. Eh ercdetej em. Mi' eevn lien otn eh seru jtgrcinee su too a ym tub kctih ewbenet rewd tgif. Ivkgiohnnrte hotugh him ton ngibgrni rea rfmo dnow pu reinrpptaaos kid im' ruo ftirgndi nirba yaaw ew lhiwe. Oebfolamnurtc imh and mhi nironigg busceea i'm einl dmae yma whti my dresocs have i pthjioo. Mhi ruht or od i to ruht tnaw sfeylm nto. Ton me in boatu oyln hknti tyrtep sguse nvee texdice emte i mi' eurs hsi m'i to imh o'wtn fo the eevn mi' neo stonh,m he drwlo eatfr hgtosuht. Nigsth orf ihojpto a aer od i few anc hrete. Iwll em adn mih pelh dan acntoct dnsee fi he i he lilw phle. Ttha anc im' ta od seatl dlag i. Mo!er abrg msis btu ti lsdhou i apas ym escsusc imh i smsi. Ti need i. Drsevee ti ew. We nda egt dreedam onti sormeip fo cgl dsuty yolerppr i hte i ouy ilwl swayal. Is fbe ingog eebrmdec eh uroy in ni yb nad is hte ,ayw aariecm amex tipojho to. Adn esur but yhw ioggn emte s,o ceaispl kame we mi' rou ot wkon rea si aniga ypu useckd it tno i aetndw u tsla yrptet eetm ot ahtt. Ti not to heanpp ,ellw fi ti nheapp ngiog t'now will is ti it if. Enioecstl trfae btes " si osnleteci eniscetol tbu ebrremme eht "oyur.

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