A letter from Apr 30th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hy Niharika!! I just read the letter our past send to us. That letter shown me how self conscious and motivated I was. I was??? Yah! Now a days this Niharika is the amplifier of stupidity!! These days I have been dismotivated by situations around me. I'm feeling insecure! I have lot of grudges on my best friends too and this is making me ruthless and brainless. That is why I have been trying to stop putting this act! I have been trying to be normal. I have been trying to study hard and hard so that YOU won't be left alone. As you know we broke up with him. How are you? Moved on? You know I have been lying people and even myself that I'm moved on, but I know I didnt yet. But this doesn't mean that I want him back. Its just I'm feeling guilty that I have messed up his life. Even now I want to text him but you see you know about him and his responses! Response? You know why I said I'm feeling insecure and holding grudges on my besties ? Because they aren't responding well! And amulya!! Idk what happened to her! As you remember I tried not to respond to their texts too! But that isn't my character so I ended up being nice again! Ok!! Lemmi solve this asap so that you can have your fruit full of best friends . please don't tell me they are still this way! Ooocomeon no it can't be....your brain will be messed up if that happens! And more importantly I'm studying well! And you have too! We will we know that! Prepare for GATE! IIT is our goal! Take care Niharika, hope I don't die with problems before you find this letter. -love (Did you complete watching vampire diaries?)

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear past me!
For some reason, this sounds weird but imma write my thoughts.
well, I'm happy now. there are still many problems but I'm happy now. Yes, I'm preparing...

Orf egta. 'im ot llwe it btu i ened ndiog eenv hrdrae rkwo. Eedn thsi i i uoy emit emiorsp hawt i etg ilwl. .
A ehyt ruo s,dfnire lto cgheadn. All autemr have gwonr we. Onw ew auobt crea dno't esrnsepso. In ear my stgoipupnr hyte em dstiuse. Yelral teyh oodg aer. Esereffnicd ew to uor ecctpa oogcrnsmp)mii nad i twuhtathi(ot lla aevh erldena. Aer we wgro ot griytn ekli sroenp trbete a. Rdha 'mi sdyguint. Lwil suydt raerdh i thomn ntxe. Eilk liwl a etg i i i htta sdyut ende os wtha will asbet. ?em lony iwht hyw ?i " tcna' odne mi' wh"y mnonicipgal. Kntgai tihs ym meti ropve atht illw mi' yuo atht niot liwl " i hdans ot os egt now you s"'ti esattmr lmfyse. Ofr i'm ot tish na etetnx gngio. Dan ithw ont mtei reni,fsd my psdnegin mi' toopijh lfymai,. Ees ihts jothpo?i won itidso uyg who era wle,l ew si. We aer. Popeel lfla olev whit alfl ni elki klei imh we ni woh nwt'o i u?s oevl velo ysul!oresi ihtw chbit. Em ceedtrje he. Itgf ebwntee my tchki he nto seru btu i'm enil rtigcenje a su neve oot rewd. Nirbgnig hitkrvgnneoi nodw yawa rfmo oru arieosrptanp hewil up imh oghuht binra dfigitnr ew rea otn dik mi'. Hmi pjtiooh cerodss elni edam ehav adn aym griongin ueabces ubfonomleract i'm mih i ym hiwt. To him nto ylsmfe do rtuh twan i truh ro. Tterpy ,shtomn ish eh exectid nto tnkih em teem fo sthghout dolwr suer m'i even n'tow esgus btuoa ot the even i'm eno i ni lony rftae 'mi mih. A i ihsgnt are rfo wef hojitop erteh cna od. He dnsee eh i dna tatncoc em lwli lliw fi dna him help pelh. Htat i m'i at od acn dgla ltase. Asap it i rgba cssecsu i miss ym tbu udhsol m!oer mih isms. Ened i it. We it devrees. Oyu and i dardeem usydt het ew sormiep awsyla i teg fo toin clg prrpoyel liwl. Ebf xaem yb si ni oging eh maraice ot mbeceerd yuor in wa,y pthjioo si nda hte. Wnko ew aagin hatt era i'm os, ieclsap tetpyr tbu going u why ot ti is pyu resu teem etwdan satl uro to i and not cedsku emka teem. Ton is on'wt fi aenhpp wl,le to it liwl ti hpaepn gnigo it ti fi. Soelcetni tbu rtafe het stbe " r"yuo nieecstol eotcensli eemrebrm is.

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